princessellie
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some and my bf have just broke up...yet again
it all started off an argument (or about 10 arguments) we had yesterday, it was both of our days off and we were meant to be going out and enojying some time together but instead we spent all day arguing, then i went to bed and he slept on the couch
this morning he came in my room, apparently to try and make things better but we ended up arguing again, basically, he cheated on me last christmas with this lad and now i cant get it out of my head, a few weeks ago he went out all night with this girl from his work and i am sure they are shaggin too, he promises they not but then he promised me last time he hadnt shagged this lad so how am i meant to believe him, i have just had enough, we havent slept together for ... fuckin ages i dont even know how long, cos everytime we try he doesnt even get hard, so now i am sure he is either shaggin someone else or he just doesnt fancy me, either way i dont wanna be with him
so we were arguin about half an hour ago, and i ended up hittin him i was so upset and crying my eyes out and he was just kept going on bitchin at me and i couldnt take anymore, anyway he stormed out and left his keys and left his money and went to work, so now he cant get back in cos there is a big gate round all our house, its like a uni campus thing, he took his keys for his mams house so i guess he is goin there
i just dont know wot to do, i seriously just dont wanna do this anymore, if it wasnt for my daughter inside me i seriously dont think i would even be sat here typing this, i have a history of depression and self harm and it is all just gettin to be too much, i know i cant do anythin cos i wouldnt hurt my baby but i just dont know wot to do
i dont even know if i should be writin this in here but i guess i am a single mammy now so i figured it would be the best place for it
i just dont know wot to do, i am so emotional atm, help..
it all started off an argument (or about 10 arguments) we had yesterday, it was both of our days off and we were meant to be going out and enojying some time together but instead we spent all day arguing, then i went to bed and he slept on the couch
this morning he came in my room, apparently to try and make things better but we ended up arguing again, basically, he cheated on me last christmas with this lad and now i cant get it out of my head, a few weeks ago he went out all night with this girl from his work and i am sure they are shaggin too, he promises they not but then he promised me last time he hadnt shagged this lad so how am i meant to believe him, i have just had enough, we havent slept together for ... fuckin ages i dont even know how long, cos everytime we try he doesnt even get hard, so now i am sure he is either shaggin someone else or he just doesnt fancy me, either way i dont wanna be with him
so we were arguin about half an hour ago, and i ended up hittin him i was so upset and crying my eyes out and he was just kept going on bitchin at me and i couldnt take anymore, anyway he stormed out and left his keys and left his money and went to work, so now he cant get back in cos there is a big gate round all our house, its like a uni campus thing, he took his keys for his mams house so i guess he is goin there
i just dont know wot to do, i seriously just dont wanna do this anymore, if it wasnt for my daughter inside me i seriously dont think i would even be sat here typing this, i have a history of depression and self harm and it is all just gettin to be too much, i know i cant do anythin cos i wouldnt hurt my baby but i just dont know wot to do
i dont even know if i should be writin this in here but i guess i am a single mammy now so i figured it would be the best place for it
i just dont know wot to do, i am so emotional atm, help..