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The title says it all really. Due to my ongoing battle with severe anxiety and OCD I've not enjoyed one minute of this pregnancy. Its my 4th baby and final as my OH is getting a vasectomy in the summer. I've suffered with these issues on and off for around 9 years but i am now paying to see a private therapist who i started seeing just before i got pregnant. I just feel guilty on this baby as my others i was excited for but this time round the anxiety has such a grip on me I'm finding it impossible to enjoy anything. I know the hormones are making it much worse. Pregnancy is such a blessing and i love my kids more than anything but i feel like im being robbed of something that's so beautiful. I intend to go back on meds once the baby is here while continuing my therapy. All I'm doing is counting down the weeks so i can go back on my tablets!
Sorry for long post i just had to get my feelings written down somewhere
Sorry for long post i just had to get my feelings written down somewhere