Hi everyone, don't really expect replies I just need to let it all out somewhere. I have a gorgeous two year old and am currently ttc, I don't hold much hope on being successful as dd is the miracle child I was told I'd never have due to issues on my part. My friend who also has a child around the same age and is pregnant. I'm really pleased for my friend, but, and here's where I sound like a terrible person I don't want to hear about the pregnancy. She knows all my troubles and that we're ttc, but since finding out its the topic of pretty much every conversation. This is her second "accident" and she's surprised even though she absolutely never uses protection. She can barely stand the sight of her oh, financially it's not looking good and on the home front she has nowhere so why protection wasn't used when she said another child wasn't an option I just don't know. I just feel like it's being rubbed in my face, I've distanced myself but I keep getting messages and honestly it hurts knowing what oh and I are going through. Don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous, I am pleased for her I'd just welcome some desegregation. I don't need things like "you just need to hurry up and get pregnant now" especially when she wasn't acting all that thrilled when I told her I was ttc a few months a go. I know I sound horrible but honestly I just can't help it, I don't want to lose a friend over this but at the same time I dread any message I get from her right now.