kat132
3 boys
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hey everyone,
I have 2 beautifil boys and dont get me wrong, i love them to bits but my 2nd pregnancy was so different from my 1st i was sure i was having a girl. When the doctor told me it was another boy i waiting till i got home and cried so much it hurt........
The rest of the pregnancy i tried to come round to the fact that i was having another boy. Me and my OH had already agreed that this was our last so it was even harder knowing that i will never have the little girl i wanted.
Our lil man is fab and i love him so much but i hear of my friends having girls and sometimes i look at him and wonder what he would have looked like if he had been a girl etc. I feel terrible everytime i have these thoughts because he is here and i shouldnt be thinking what if.............
Just needed to let this out as i have not told anyone about this. My OH would be so upset if i told him how i feel sometimes.......thanks for reading
I have 2 beautifil boys and dont get me wrong, i love them to bits but my 2nd pregnancy was so different from my 1st i was sure i was having a girl. When the doctor told me it was another boy i waiting till i got home and cried so much it hurt........
The rest of the pregnancy i tried to come round to the fact that i was having another boy. Me and my OH had already agreed that this was our last so it was even harder knowing that i will never have the little girl i wanted.
Our lil man is fab and i love him so much but i hear of my friends having girls and sometimes i look at him and wonder what he would have looked like if he had been a girl etc. I feel terrible everytime i have these thoughts because he is here and i shouldnt be thinking what if.............
Just needed to let this out as i have not told anyone about this. My OH would be so upset if i told him how i feel sometimes.......thanks for reading