Well tomorrow is 1 week post D&C. I have been doing ok until today until news that my SIL had her baby. Of course I love my new niece but as always the name that we had planned if it was a girl was used as their new baby girls middle name....Stella.
No one seems to understand. Of course I am happy for them. Of course I love my new niece. I am just sad, jealous and the name was like the final punch. So a so many people are celebrating, I am crying at home with a large pad on due to the bleeding.
My husband is very supportive but I don't think he understands. I think he thinks I am sad because of the new baby....that is not it. It is just a reminder of what just happened less than a week ago. Then this weekend we are going to spend time with some of my husbands uncles that are in town that have previously made comments on how we can 'get' pregnant. Sigh. This week has been so hard....it gets better right ladies?
Sorry just had to vent as I cry writing this. Agree with another post....is it October yet?
No one seems to understand. Of course I am happy for them. Of course I love my new niece. I am just sad, jealous and the name was like the final punch. So a so many people are celebrating, I am crying at home with a large pad on due to the bleeding.
My husband is very supportive but I don't think he understands. I think he thinks I am sad because of the new baby....that is not it. It is just a reminder of what just happened less than a week ago. Then this weekend we are going to spend time with some of my husbands uncles that are in town that have previously made comments on how we can 'get' pregnant. Sigh. This week has been so hard....it gets better right ladies?
Sorry just had to vent as I cry writing this. Agree with another post....is it October yet?