I think I'm about to have a chemical : ( bbt went up today??? beta was neg :'(

[mindyb85]

I accidentally also posted this in ttc after a loss, not sure where to post. sorry

So I took an frer on the 3rd in the morning, it was bfn. Then I took one at around 7 pm, BFP! Well, I was soo excited. See, I had a chemical last year around the same time and it killed us. Then I had a bfp, then light bfp then bfn and a bleed two days later and I've been so scared that that would happen again. Well, I think it's going to. I had the bfp at night on the 3rd with an frer and took a dollar test the next day, looked bfn and frer on the 5th with smu and bfn. I was absolutely crushed
My temps are still up and I'm getting bloods tomorrow. There's been no sign of bleeding or cramping or anything. But I've still been sooo hungry and constipated for days still. Idk, maybe things will turn around for me. I'm just trying to keep my chin up while I'm feeling down about all this.
I just kind of feel numb inside, like I can't even cry. Dh doesnt know why I'm so worried until I go to the dr's tomorrow. It's just really hard.

 

[iprettii]

well Mindy, please please please just try to think positive. Keep us posted on your appointment tomorrow.

 

[mindyb85]

i had my beta today, please keep your fx'd for me ladies
I'm sooo nervous this is going to be m/c #2 for me : (

 

[Tina_TTC2]

 

[GreatfulMummy]

fx'ed for you hunny x

 

[hippylittlej]

Hope today has a positive outcome.

 

[mummyto3]

aww hunni i no u u feel i have ahd 4 mc here hoping its a sticky beanie 4 u x

 

[mindyb85]

well still waiting for my beta
but my bbt went up today???
there is still no sign of bleeding or cramping or anything
this is driving me insane
thank you for all the support ladies, it helps so much especially when that is lacking from dh

 

[Vickieh1981]

I'm sorry you are having to go through this. I hope that the BBT is a good sign. I stopped charting on my chemical cycle so I don't know what happened with bbt.

Will be keeping everything crossed with you

 

[mindyb85]

completely negative beta
just need to cry right now
dr will call later and see why I'm not having a period

 

[downwardsun]

Mindy,

I'm so sorry!

 

[SugarFairy]

Big hugs hun, I'm so sorry x

 

[mindyb85]

so I had some brown spotting today, i think af is finally going to arrive, also my really good friend down the street got her bfp today, I'm really happy for her, we had even joked how if we both got pg this month we'd have the same due date...
but somehow, secretly, I feel crushed, is this terrible?

 

[Pippin]

Not at all, it's totally normal Everyone is pregnant where ever I go it's horrible.

 

[mindyb85]

Not at all, it's totally normal Everyone is pregnant where ever I go it's horrible.

i know, i also have to go to a baby shower today. It's my 3rd cousin within 3 months that is giving birth. it's just depressing