I want a sticky bean

[Tasha]

Thanks Leigh.

Sorry I didnt update in here. I miscarried for the 5th time on the 19th/20th. I went to the doctors and she was a total bitch telling me I am selfish and stupid, that I should not try again, and so much more, in all honesty it destroyed me. I stopped sleeping, became ill pretty fast and was in general a mess, but I am getting there again now and I have a recurrent miscarriage appointment (after much argument) on the 30th. I have already ovulated yesterday which was only CD 13 incredibly early for me on a normal cycle let alone one after a miscarriage.

Leigh I am so pleased, and I keep everything crossed for you every day.

Chilli and dan-o how are you both doing?

 

[dan-o]

So sorry to haer you want thorugh that tasha, how awful
I hope they can find some answers at the specialist xx

I'm still here, still trying... still hoping every month will be THE month.. lol

 

[Chilli]

tasha - gutted for you hun! Hope you're coping ok! I'm not online much at the mo but am in 2ww!!!??? Also have referal to ST Mary's & didn't realise that had to be in "non preg state" obvious I suppose!!??

 

[babytots]

Hey Tasha are you going to start ttc again or are you having a break til you have seen the specialist?

Dan-o I see you are 7dpo now I have my fingers crossed for you that you get your bfp soon.

Chilli good luck on your 2ww sweetie hope you get a lovely bfp at the end of it! I think its about time we all graduated

I'm doing ok baby is growing well had another scan done last week and found babies heartbeat yesterday on the doppler. Am starting to feel like this is really going to happen and that I will bring this baby home with me. But still got to get past 19 weeks yet which seems such a long way off.x

 

[dan-o]

Thanks babytots

So glad to hear all is looking good so far, looking forward to more of your updates xxx

 

[babytots]

Thanks dan-o hope your doing ok hunni so sorry af got you! Good luck with this cycle hunni!

Had another scan yesterday baby is doing well and now measuring a day ahead so I am 12 weeks today. Never imagined getting as far as this again and so happy!

Really hope its not long til you,Chilli and Tasha are following me in getting those sticky bfps!! x

 

[Chilli]

That's great news babytots - congrats! I also hope not to be too far behind you but am holding out for my tests at St Ms in 2 1/2 weeks. Counting the days...

How is everyone - it's so quiet on this thread

 

[dan-o]

Excellent news babytots!

Hi Chilli :wave: Good luck with your testing hun xxx

 

[babytots]

Good luck with your testing Chilli its a pain having to wait to ttc to have tests done at St Mary's i personally didn't want to wait and so didn't bother with getting a referral. Let us know how you get on!

hopefully it won't be too long til you are pg with a sticky baby!

Dan-o hope you are well sweetie! x

 

[Chilli]

Baby tots I know what you mean and I haven't waited so far but as I haven't got pg I guess one more cycle won't hurt to wait rather than go possibly going through all the pain again. And actually it's easier to take a break for a bit - I might feel a bit more confident TTC after getting tests done. Anyone know if AF being due 3 days before appt could be a problem? I really don't have a clue waht they'll be doing with me???

How is everyone today?

 

[Tasha]

Hey girls,

Sorry I am quiet, dont really know what to say. We have been NTNP this month really as it is the first after my miscarriage and also I have the hospital for my recurrent miscarriages on Tuesday, that is scary. CD 36 and I have not tested cos their is not much point really.

Dan-o fingers crossed for you this cycle so you get your 2010 baby, dont think that is a possibility for me any more.

Chilli sorry if you said when is your appointment?

Leigh you know how happy I am for you

 

[Chilli]

Hi Tasha, hope you're ok.
My appt is 13th April so only 2 1/2 weeks to go now...

I love your pictures hun - how did you do that? - you have such a beautiful family!

 

[Tasha]

Oh that is good that it is not long at all, I will be able to come back on Tuesday and tell you what happened at mine. You said your appointment is at St Mary's, is that up North (remember I live in London so most places are North )

Jac did it in her thread in the requesting a sig section, just go on there and ask her for one, she is fantastic at it, if you like mine in particular then tell her you want that sort of one Thank you, I agree they are Is that Jossie in your avatar?

 

[Chilli]

No it's in Paddington! That's not North surely!!!??? Not sure who Jac is?

Yes that's her - her full name is Jocelyn Marie and she's the cutest most adorable pest in the world!

 

[Tasha]

My works at St Mary's Paddington, one of the children's wards there, and they also saved my little boys life when he was six weeks old (he had meningitis). I did wonder if it was cos I have heard good things about it but thought it must be a northern St Mary's as it is far for you to travel, no?

https://www.babyandbump.com/blinkie...shnbump-done-xxxjacxxxs-siggy-store-open.html This is where I asked, he sigs are amazing.

Jocelyn is a really pretty and unusual name, she looks adorable from what I can see

 

[Chilli]

Thanks Tasha. No Paddington's on a direct train link with where I live and it only takes an hour and 20 to get there - expensive though!

This time change has really messed with my already wobbly head - turned up for a birthday party today to a very quite village hall - we were a day late - durrrrr! Felt such a fool! Anybody had a better weekend?

 

[Tasha]

Ahh that makes sense, least it is not too hard. The train station is right next to the hospital. Hope it is not too early an appointment?

Bless you at being a day late.

I am feeling really nervous about Tuesday

 

[Chilli]

Good luck for tomorrow hun - let me know how it goes!

 

[Tasha]

I wrote a thread but will copy it in here for you Chilli


I had my recurrent miscarriage clinic appointment this morning (as I had my 5th miscarriage, sixth loss last month). I had lots of going over my history, and lots of blood tests. She was lovely, really kind, seemed to genuinely want to help and didnt judge the fact I have three children with me already (my gp was judgemental calling me stupid and selfish). She was an SHO so rang up someone to ask what specific tests to do given my history and clotting disorder, the professor answered her questions and requested that I see him personally at my next appointment where genetic testing, ultrasounds etc will be carried out.

So my next appointment isnt until the 4th May but I am happy to wait that long as I know with the professor I will get the best possible care.

They said if I get pregnant between now and then to give them a call, and they will get me straight in there and do everything they can to stop another miscarriage.

I just feel really positive and hopeful. Finally someone is listening and I actually believe that with their help one day I will get pregnant again and stay pregnant

 

[Chilli]

Thanks for that Tasha, I'm glad it went well. Looking forward to my appt now in 2 weeks although still haven't had confirmation letter!!!??? Is there anything I should know beforehand?