i wish i could be happy !

[Stacey_89]

I cud not wait to get pregnant again and now that iv done it im still not happy and it makes me feel awful.

Im over the moon that im pregnant again but everyday when i get out of bed all i can think is, could this be the day i lose my angel again? will i start bleeding again? and everytime i get a little cramping i panic and think cud this be the start of it all happening again ???

oooo i crnt wait till i get past 12 weeks !!!
i dont even know how far along i am till i even have a scan !

 

[chachadada]

ah babe, i been the same! it is normal and your not alone

 

[Sparklestar]

you are defo not alone, i'm a professional KNICKER CHECKER!! going crazy with worry but i'm sure we will be fine this time around. big hugs xxxx

 

[Mummy2Asher]

im also exactly the same, i have reached 12 weeks and im 'trying' to calm down a little but its hard after i had a small bleed last week.
fingers crossed for you xx

 

[Stacey_89]

Thanks everyone
Its just so hard, i even broke down crying last night in bed with OH cuz it was on my mind all day and just got to the point where i needed to cry !

Its just the thought of going through it all again,all that heartbreak and sadness, i cudnt do it again it was so hard for me,and it took us 8 months to get here again.

i have docs wed morning and will ask bout early scans, i know not everyone gets one just after 1 loss but i will nag and nag at them, hope i get a nice doc