I wish I could just think I am pregnant....

[CastawayBride]

....and plan like every other woman would. Sigh. I am so hoping this is our rainbow but so afraid of what "could" go wrong as we have had some horrible experiences. I am snowed in today and said thats it, I am doing a registry! Its more so I feel like I am doing something other then ignoring all the things that my body is doing and allowing it the time to make a baby. I guess my biggest thing is everyone assumes you get pregnant you have a baby. I wish it was that easy....

 

[BettieB]

I don't know the right words to say, to comfort you, because I cannot related to the pain of losing a little one in the ways that you have, but I believe in my heart that you will have your forever baby.

My husband and I tried for 4 years to get pregnant and then again for another 3 years with two early miscarriages and one live birth in that time, and at times I just felt like giving in to So after 7 years ttc I am pregnant and hoping on delivering a second baby, and I know that the best thing I can try and do, is stay positive, despite all of my fears. Best of luck to you and your family!

 

[CastawayBride]

I don't know the right words to say, to comfort you, because I cannot related to the pain of losing a little one in the ways that you have, but I believe in my heart that you will have your forever baby.

My husband and I tried for 4 years to get pregnant and then again for another 3 years with two early miscarriages and one live birth in that time, and at times I just felt like giving in to So after 7 years ttc I am pregnant and hoping on delivering a second baby, and I know that the best thing I can try and do, is stay positive, despite all of my fears. Best of luck to you and your family!

Oh congrats to you hun, that is great news!

It is so hard I just want to be excited and know I am pregnant I get a baby. Unfortuantely for those touched by loss we don't get the luxury of that.

Hoping my scan goes well on Sunday and we can start to really feel this is real!

 

[babydust818]

I am 11 weeks today and it still doesn't feel real. I'm constantly worrying and every time I use the bathroom I'm always looking at the toilet paper hoping not to see red. I've had two losses in the past. One being the same as you with a BO. It's so hard to enjoy pregnancy when you've been through the ringer. I wish I could say it goes away but it doesn't. I wish the best for you! I almost fainted when we heard the heartbeat for the first time. Never got that far before. I pray you get to hear that too

 

[CastawayBride]

I am 11 weeks today and it still doesn't feel real. I'm constantly worrying and every time I use the bathroom I'm always looking at the toilet paper hoping not to see red. I've had two losses in the past. One being the same as you with a BO. It's so hard to enjoy pregnancy when you've been through the ringer. I wish I could say it goes away but it doesn't. I wish the best for you! I almost fainted when we heard the heartbeat for the first time. Never got that far before. I pray you get to hear that too

Thank you hun! I know I just need to hear the heart beat and then I can settle down a bit. With a later term loss I am a ball of what ifs. Sigh.

 

[CastawayBride]

Great news, we saw a heart beat! :thumb up:

Doc gave us the go ahead to travel so in 3 weeks we are off to Disney, I had a decal made so I can get some pictures with our rainbow bump :happy dance:

https://www.etsy.com/listing/181001135/reserved-listing-for-lisa-q

 

[BettieB]

That is awesome news! I hope you have a wonderful time at Disney!!