Becyboo__x
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Or if you want to read anyway ill fill you in on
a few bits thats happened anyway.. basically i had
trouble with mason's dad he left me 16 weeks pregnant
now my son's 16 months old and he has never saw him not
even a photo of him, but i went through CSA for maintence off
him but they had to do DNA and i got the results not long ago
they were positive obviously as i knew all along he was the 1
who denied he ever was and just took off..
But anyway now hes got back in touch with me via text..
he asked if he would be able to see mason now he knows hes
got a son etc.. and i agreed to it as i want mason to have his
dad so much always did .. but that was his dads choice not
staying not mine.. but i think we are meeting tomorrow which is
abit soon but its only for half an hour if that on a local park before
i go to meet my friend and her kiddies.. But i can't help but worry
like he told me he never wanted anything to do with our son and
he'd be better off without him etc etc .. but he says hes so excited
to see him and hes nervous to see me (as weve not spoke/saw each other
since he left me) .. but i have to admit im terrified but its not about
me and im building my confidence to do the right for for mason's sake..
I think only people will understand if they still deep down feel/think about
there fob, i know when i see him itll hit me hard and ill want to burst
out crying but obviously i won't .. but it won't be easy to do it itll be
easy for mason as he hasn't a clue really hell think hes just someone new
to play with or someone thats come to see him etc..
Has anyone else had to do this and it been okay or was it really hard
at first?
a few bits thats happened anyway.. basically i had
trouble with mason's dad he left me 16 weeks pregnant
now my son's 16 months old and he has never saw him not
even a photo of him, but i went through CSA for maintence off
him but they had to do DNA and i got the results not long ago
they were positive obviously as i knew all along he was the 1
who denied he ever was and just took off..
But anyway now hes got back in touch with me via text..
he asked if he would be able to see mason now he knows hes
got a son etc.. and i agreed to it as i want mason to have his
dad so much always did .. but that was his dads choice not
staying not mine.. but i think we are meeting tomorrow which is
abit soon but its only for half an hour if that on a local park before
i go to meet my friend and her kiddies.. But i can't help but worry
like he told me he never wanted anything to do with our son and
he'd be better off without him etc etc .. but he says hes so excited
to see him and hes nervous to see me (as weve not spoke/saw each other
since he left me) .. but i have to admit im terrified but its not about
me and im building my confidence to do the right for for mason's sake..
I think only people will understand if they still deep down feel/think about
there fob, i know when i see him itll hit me hard and ill want to burst
out crying but obviously i won't .. but it won't be easy to do it itll be
easy for mason as he hasn't a clue really hell think hes just someone new
to play with or someone thats come to see him etc..
Has anyone else had to do this and it been okay or was it really hard
at first?