EarthMama
Mom of 2 & pregnant!
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Aloha ladies, thanks for the support, as always!
I have had another pregnancy loss...I was only around 6 weeks and it was a "regular" miscarriage, so my body is taking care of it on its own, which I am thankful for. I'm glad it didn't make me wait to find out like last time.
Emotionally...I feel a bit delicate, but much much stronger then I was when I started this thread! I thought I could not cope if I had another loss, but...I'm doing more then coping. I'm thriving in spite of it, rising up in the face of adversity, determined not to get beaten down, feeling STRONGER and more balanced now then I have in months! Crazy eh? I spent all of this pregnancy fearing another loss...and turns out my fear was worse then the loss itself! WOW, I have learned sooo much throughout this pregnancy about the nature of existence and my own subconscious mind. I am SO FREAKING THANKFUL for this pregnancy and the gifts it has given me. Although I wasn't pregnant very long, I know that the lessons I have garnered will last me a lifetime.
Anyway...my mission now is to build up my body and work on enhancing my fertility in any way possible using natural means. I feel confident I can do this!! I WILL have my rainbow baby, it is just a matter of time.
I have had another pregnancy loss...I was only around 6 weeks and it was a "regular" miscarriage, so my body is taking care of it on its own, which I am thankful for. I'm glad it didn't make me wait to find out like last time.
Emotionally...I feel a bit delicate, but much much stronger then I was when I started this thread! I thought I could not cope if I had another loss, but...I'm doing more then coping. I'm thriving in spite of it, rising up in the face of adversity, determined not to get beaten down, feeling STRONGER and more balanced now then I have in months! Crazy eh? I spent all of this pregnancy fearing another loss...and turns out my fear was worse then the loss itself! WOW, I have learned sooo much throughout this pregnancy about the nature of existence and my own subconscious mind. I am SO FREAKING THANKFUL for this pregnancy and the gifts it has given me. Although I wasn't pregnant very long, I know that the lessons I have garnered will last me a lifetime.
Anyway...my mission now is to build up my body and work on enhancing my fertility in any way possible using natural means. I feel confident I can do this!! I WILL have my rainbow baby, it is just a matter of time.
, hope, and good thoughts your way to help you on your road to your rainbow baby! Good luck with your fertility endeavors too, by the way. And if you ever feel overwhelmed again, don't be afraid to talk to someone. I found it was still therapeutic to talk about my experiences even after I felt 'normal' again. I think of it like releasing that pressure valve regularly so it stays 'normal' instead of getting to 'critical'. Even if you just want to chat with someone here on BnB, it can be enough. Feel free to PM me anytime.
