Morning girls, I am pregnant with my 3rd baby (you would think I would be good at this by now!) but I am having a really rough time - I keep having recurring dreams, every single night that I go to the loo and see loads of blood and my tiny baby lying at the bottom of it, I freak out as I dont know what to do and want to get it out of the loo but I cant as I am too scared, I wake up in tears, cold with sweat and run to the loo to make sure it was all a dream I have absolutely no symptoms except extreme cramping and AF type pains - I just dont know how I am going to get through the next 8 weeks. We never planned this baby (very happy though) as I knew I would never survive the stress of the first trimester again (I was a complete mess with my last 2 babies too) I am battling to function and burst into tears everytime I go to the loo - how can I get through this - the days are so long, sorry for the TMI and the rant xxxx