Im At Home HeartBroken x

[kitten x]

Hi everyone xx

well friday nite at 8.10pm i was admitted to a&e with slight bleeding , they did a urine test and found a trace of blood, i had a drip and they did another urine test at 11pm which was clear so they sent me home, i had no bleeding all day sat and about 7pm i had little brownish blood again so went a&e and was admitted to ward 209 where i had an internal the dr said my womb was closed and could see no bleeding but i had a urine infection, i had a blood test which showed my hormones were 550 on fri, and 2day they were 469 their going down so the dr said i can either stay in or be at home with my other half i knew staright away where i wanted to be x

so im home now dr has said i will pass in naturally i have go bk in tues for another blood test if its still going down they will leave it to happen naturally but if its the same i wil have be admitted and have it removed as it can cause me more damage xx

im at home heartbroken im gutted and im frightned im not believin it till it happens but one fing i no is this baby will never be forgotten xx

 

[rachjim98]

to you.. So sorry for what is happening to you. Glad you have OH there with you.

 

[Meli]

I'm so sorry hun... it is heartbreaking. Lots of hugs!

 

[kitten x]

to you.. So sorry for what is happening to you. Glad you have OH there with you.

my oh is the best you could ask for xx ive come home from hospital hes cleaned the house top to bottom xxx hes now cooking t told him i dont want owt but he says tuff i got eat xxx

im so soo gutted my heart is broke xxx

thank you for your hug i will save it for wen its needed xxx which will be soon xxxx

 

[sam76]

im so sorry i really am xxxxxxxx

 

[Kota]

so sorry to hear you're going through this, take it very easy and don't push yourself to do anything. Thoughts are with you.

 

[Frippledip]

Oh honey I am so sorry you are going through this.The only thing I can offer are more
Take care of yourself

 

[orange-sox]

So sorry you are having to go through this, glad you have your man there to look after you x

We're all here for you when you're ready hun xxx

 

[kitten x]

im so sorry i really am xxxxxxxx

thank you your words are very kind xxx

 

[kitten x]

I'm so sorry hun... it is heartbreaking. Lots of hugs!

my heart is definatly broke x im gutted and ive such a lump in my throat xx

thanks for the hugs xxxx

 

[kitten x]

so sorry to hear you're going through this, take it very easy and don't push yourself to do anything. Thoughts are with you.

my oh is being fantastic he says he crys wen im not around as he has be strong for me , i am so upset xx its horrible xx

thank u for your lovely reply xx

 

[ellydu]

i no exactly how u feel, its such a horrible thing to go thru! when i found out a was pregnant abt 5 weeks after i started to bleed, was totally stunned i dint no what to do...the shock sorta takes over (eyes are filling up the now) wen i went to the hospital they did an internal and the baby had stopped growing at 5 weeks so basically the full time i knew i was preg, it was dying! and i had no clue, feel cheated out the experience! if ur lucky like me ur oh, family and friends that would have known abt ur pregnancy will support u 110%. i'm now expecting again, i'm nearly 7 weeks and freaking out. i dnt want to enjoy this pregnancy coz i feel guilty abt the m/c.

i constantly think abt it and will never forget it. will just take time for ur heart to heel!

my thoughts are with u and hope u feel better soon! xxxx

 

[kitten x]

Oh honey I am so sorry you are going through this.The only thing I can offer are more
Take care of yourself

thank u for you lovely word it means so much how many of you reply and care x it helps noin theirs other ppl and their doin ok x do you fink its wrong to try again ?? i wanted this baby mor than owt im gutted and so upset xx

thanks for all your hugs i want use them all at once xxxxxx

 

[kitten x]

So sorry you are having to go through this, glad you have your man there to look after you x

We're all here for you when you're ready hun xxx

thank u for your reply x my fella is being fantastic yet i no hes hurting to its the most awful pain ever x

your all very kind i havent been a member long xx thank you xxx

 

[LeaArr]

I am so sorry you are having to go through this Take care!

 

[Tracey2008]

I am so sorry hun, sending you big hugs x

 

[todteach]

Oh hun. I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you . If you need to talk, we're all here for you.

 

[surreysharon]

Im sorry too hunni. We all understand the pain you are feeling and so i hope we can help in anyway possible.

I have found this site really helpful since my MC 10 days ago and i hope you will too

Big hug x

 

[kitten x]

i no exactly how u feel, its such a horrible thing to go thru! when i found out a was pregnant abt 5 weeks after i started to bleed, was totally stunned i dint no what to do...the shock sorta takes over (eyes are filling up the now) wen i went to the hospital they did an internal and the baby had stopped growing at 5 weeks so basically the full time i knew i was preg, it was dying! and i had no clue, feel cheated out the experience! if ur lucky like me ur oh, family and friends that would have known abt ur pregnancy will support u 110%. i'm now expecting again, i'm nearly 7 weeks and freaking out. i dnt want to enjoy this pregnancy coz i feel guilty abt the m/c.

i constantly think abt it and will never forget it. will just take time for ur heart to heel!

my thoughts are with u and hope u feel better soon! xxxx

its the most saddest fing ever and im heartbroken x
i found out wen i was 3 weeks and 2days so im gutted x

im very lucky got a top fella who is being such a great support hes doin everyfin i coudnt ask for any more i no i want ever 4get, sounds silly but i knew i was goin to lose this baby i was always checkin wen i went toilet sumfin just didnt feel rite i wish i was wrong and what is happenin i carnt stop or change the worst fing is i havent past my baby yet but i no its coming and it breaks my heart, im not a very strong person and this will make me ill i dont wana eat ijust want stay in and cry and be wit my fella x

i wanted my baby so much and i no i wil want try again like you i will feel wrong doin this its not to replace the baby its coz we wanted and planned this baby xxx

i wil never 4get x and its not even begun yet xxxx

 

[kitten x]

I am so sorry you are having to go through this Take care!

thank you for your words xxx i still carnt believe it xxx