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[mommytoTandE]

I retested this morning with a FRER using FMU and got a super dooper faint line... so I retest and got a Guess this bean isn't sticking

At least I know everything is "working".... (gotta be positive)...

I am so glad I didn't tell my husband (was going to wait till Father's Day)...

Now I need to figure out how to smile.... and get through the next few days till the witch reappears....

 

[parkgirl]

Oh, sweetie. I'm so sorry.

 

[mommytoTandE]

I am so tired.. I just want to crawl into bed.

 

[alynn6758]

awww, hun, its not over till that witch comes over...so hang in there...pamper yourself and remember that hcg levels can vary throughout the day...I was getting faint lines 4 or 5 days ago...still not getting darker...except one or two last night looked darker, but then this morning they looked fainter or not there at all...I'm 12 dpo as well...sometimes it may take till 16 dpo to get good and strong hcg in your kidneys...I hope its not AF hun...its ok to be sad...you can cry if you want to...go ahead I've got a shoulder...I just hope you get good news soon...***hugs***

 

[2catsinFL]

Distraction is always good...Try and keep your mind on something else for the next two or three days. I suggest with Fathers Day plans or a mini home project or something. This is all very emotional...the waiting, BFN, is there a line is there not a line? Am I crazy? We all know how you are feeling. It does suck. Throw a lil pity party for yourself, its okay....I do it all the time. ***Good luck & Hang in there!***

 

[mommytoTandE]

Thank you alynn and 2catsinFL !!! I am feeling pretty ok... I went to my walk in nurse visit at my ob/gyn this morning.. She also saw the very faint line -used fmu (held it till I got there!!! so proud of myself). She sent me right over for a blood test for hcg levels and to check my progesterone levels... I am glad I went - at least it will be in my file.

Alynn.. how are you today???

I am so tired... and very sore boobs, was queezy - but that went away....