tashak88
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So my c-section is tomorrow...YAY!!
I'm so flippin excited!! But to be honest, I'm terrified!!
All I can think about is something going wrong...
I already know there will be no sleep for me tonight...worrying if I have everything packed and that I'm not forgetting something, worrying about the surgery itself, and if I'll be okay...Worrying about my baby boy, crossing my fingers and toes that everything is fine with him, AND worrying about my 3 year old, making sure she doesn't feel 'left out' and making sure she has everything she needs...ugh...yeah, DEF no sleeping for me tonight...haha
My husband thinks I'm "OVERREACTING" haha, but I mean honestly, when I had my 1st section, It was an emergency(as her head got stuck) so I didnt have time to process what was really going on, but when you have a scheduled one, thats all you think about...(at least me anyway)..Surely anyone who is having MAJOR surgery is going to be nervous about it...right? haha
This thread is pointless really, I just had all that stuff I needed to 'get out'...made me feel a little better actually
So, if you have read this far...I love you...ha ha ha
I'm so flippin excited!! But to be honest, I'm terrified!!
All I can think about is something going wrong...
I already know there will be no sleep for me tonight...worrying if I have everything packed and that I'm not forgetting something, worrying about the surgery itself, and if I'll be okay...Worrying about my baby boy, crossing my fingers and toes that everything is fine with him, AND worrying about my 3 year old, making sure she doesn't feel 'left out' and making sure she has everything she needs...ugh...yeah, DEF no sleeping for me tonight...haha
My husband thinks I'm "OVERREACTING" haha, but I mean honestly, when I had my 1st section, It was an emergency(as her head got stuck) so I didnt have time to process what was really going on, but when you have a scheduled one, thats all you think about...(at least me anyway)..Surely anyone who is having MAJOR surgery is going to be nervous about it...right? haha
This thread is pointless really, I just had all that stuff I needed to 'get out'...made me feel a little better actually
So, if you have read this far...I love you...ha ha ha