Quackquack99
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All throughout pregnancy I have been really excited and not scared but yesterday I had the simple test to check if I am leaking any fluid. I told the midwife to be gentle because I clamp up when anything foreign goes near there. She speculum was ok, painful but I managed. But the the small swab she inserted was excruciating as my cervix was closed. Now I'm panicking. I don't want any sweeps, induction or even internals to see how dialated I am. I spent last night crying because of the vaginismus (involuntary tightening down below) how on earth will I push a baby out. I want a natural birth. I'm so scared. Please tell me the pushing part is the easiest.