WanaBaba
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Hi ladies. This may be long!
Lately i just seem to be having one bad day after another
Today for instance, I finally go pick my car up this morning (it's been In garage getting fixed but they kept getting wrong parts etc) and had to pay 500 for it (was quoted 300) I know nothing about cars and my hubby usually deals with this but he is away on exercise so I had to take it in (he is in army) so I'm stressing about this and about my dd being late for school as it was 12 pm at this point and this is the time she starts school. And she is in the back of the car whining at me for something or other and it's stressing me out because it's only the third time I've driven in Germany, we moved here few months ago and my husband usually has the car so I never drive it. And I am a nervous driver. I'm also half asleep after being up half the night. So basically not constentrating as much as I should have been. Anyway all of a sudden I notice a guy standing ahead with a camera and think huh why is he taking pics of the cars, then pops into my head he's obviously a speed camera guy! So I quickly brake incase I'm going too fast, I have no idea if I was or not because don't know the speeds yet as never been in that area before. So now I'm panacking about getting a ticket, and the worst thing is you gotta wait around 6 months here to get a ticket through so I have 6 months of worrying! I can't cope I can't stop thinking about it, I just wish there was a way to just find out so I'd know if I was speeding or not.
My dd also broke my internet this morning and my camera on my new phone so I'm feeling shitty and like I want to go to bed and stay there.
I'm finding it so hard just to get through each day, each day seems to go just like today, everything going wrong, me worrying and stressing and feeling guilty for my DD because I can never be bothered to do much I just want to sleep I just have no energy and see seems to be going through the terrible threes! So everything is a constant battle with her and sometimes I shout at her and I hate myself for it but I find it so hard to have patience these days and then I feel guilty towards my unborn dd for being so stressed out I really hope it's not affecting her. And I miss my husband and am finding it so hard not having him here. Some days I just really need a break but all our family are in the uk so I can't ask them to help out. I have made a few friends here but my dd is very shy so would not stay with any of them without me. I'm so worried about how I'll cope when the baby comes as my hubby will be in afghan for the first 6 months.
The worrying is the worst it takes over my life I feel sick worrying about stuff and I seem to find something new to worry about each day
If you got to the end of this Thankyou for reading my crazy rambling I best read it back now to see if it makes sense.
Lately i just seem to be having one bad day after another
Today for instance, I finally go pick my car up this morning (it's been In garage getting fixed but they kept getting wrong parts etc) and had to pay 500 for it (was quoted 300) I know nothing about cars and my hubby usually deals with this but he is away on exercise so I had to take it in (he is in army) so I'm stressing about this and about my dd being late for school as it was 12 pm at this point and this is the time she starts school. And she is in the back of the car whining at me for something or other and it's stressing me out because it's only the third time I've driven in Germany, we moved here few months ago and my husband usually has the car so I never drive it. And I am a nervous driver. I'm also half asleep after being up half the night. So basically not constentrating as much as I should have been. Anyway all of a sudden I notice a guy standing ahead with a camera and think huh why is he taking pics of the cars, then pops into my head he's obviously a speed camera guy! So I quickly brake incase I'm going too fast, I have no idea if I was or not because don't know the speeds yet as never been in that area before. So now I'm panacking about getting a ticket, and the worst thing is you gotta wait around 6 months here to get a ticket through so I have 6 months of worrying! I can't cope I can't stop thinking about it, I just wish there was a way to just find out so I'd know if I was speeding or not.
My dd also broke my internet this morning and my camera on my new phone so I'm feeling shitty and like I want to go to bed and stay there.
I'm finding it so hard just to get through each day, each day seems to go just like today, everything going wrong, me worrying and stressing and feeling guilty for my DD because I can never be bothered to do much I just want to sleep I just have no energy and see seems to be going through the terrible threes! So everything is a constant battle with her and sometimes I shout at her and I hate myself for it but I find it so hard to have patience these days and then I feel guilty towards my unborn dd for being so stressed out I really hope it's not affecting her. And I miss my husband and am finding it so hard not having him here. Some days I just really need a break but all our family are in the uk so I can't ask them to help out. I have made a few friends here but my dd is very shy so would not stay with any of them without me. I'm so worried about how I'll cope when the baby comes as my hubby will be in afghan for the first 6 months.
The worrying is the worst it takes over my life I feel sick worrying about stuff and I seem to find something new to worry about each day
If you got to the end of this Thankyou for reading my crazy rambling I best read it back now to see if it makes sense.