Lincoln Girl
mummy to Mayze and Mia
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im so so fed up at the moment and just want to cry
We were TTC from september last year (on honeymoon ) abnd finally did catch in november but this ended up in a MC
this knocked me back and i was upset but what made me carry on was the thought that we could try again. Even hubby said this as one night we were out at a party and everyone it seemed was asking me, was i broody, when were we having another etc. (i didnt tell them we were TTC and miscarrying at that very moment!!!!!!!!)
No hubby is saying he no longer wants to TTC.He did find it hard with our first but now she is growing up (nearly 3) life is easier and he enjoys having that bit of freedom again. TBH i have had no freedom at all since she was born so another would make no difference with me. I just want a baby so so so much. I really dont think hubby wants another for a long time. I feel so down about it. i just want to cry
sorry to moan, i just needed to write it all down!