Hi Mum 2 Quigley, yes if you see it in real life it's a clear positive but I'v taken another FRER this morning and it was a BFN :'( it's so disheartening, I really don't know what's going on; either I am pregnant and FRER BFN is wrong (such a waste of money) or I'm not pregnant and all these tests have been lying to me

(an even more waste of my money and emotions) but I was so sure that with all the symptoms I was having that this was it... I just don't know anymore... I have the blood test and scan appointment on friday so I guess I'll find out the ultimatum then :S and I'll let you know hopefully xxx
Salam Alaykom sister tulip11

, unfortunately getting pregnant has been a tough patch for me for a while (it's been really depressing), I'm just taking it as Allah is trying to tell me that it's just not my time right now, sometimes I feel like it's not fair but you know lhamdella I'm still alive and healthy... maybe there's something else that I'm not paying attention too that I need to be more appreciative of in my life... It's just so hard when you get that feeling of really wanting a baby and feeling like you are so ready for it, sometimes it gets to a point with me when I feel desperate because I start to feel disappointed in myself like there's something wrong with me and that's why I'm not getting pregnant... I think I should just take a break right now; get my confidence back up and work on giving myself attention, inshallah it will all work out for the best xxx
Hi twice unlucky, yes that's exactly what I had and it was on and off for about 2 days; it came on around 2 days before my period was due and I haven't had anything bleeding since, only normal clear or creamy discharge...
I am still having cramps, started to have lower back pains and aches, the achyness and tingling feeling in my boobs has increased (before it was on and off randomly and now i get it for hours on end), I still have a stuff nose and I just feel so tired a lot of the time and every time I stand up my legs feel like jelly and like I'm gonna fall at any moment (it only lasts for a couple of minutes; it just feels really weird :S )