So I'm due on New Year's Day which is creeping pretty close when I stop and think about it. Our baby was a surprise (really truly) and took some getting used to the idea. I had an ideal age gap in mind, and the 18 month age gap to-be was not it. I think I've basically pushed the idea of another baby into the back of my mind! I'm still so wrapped up in my current baby I just can't imagine having another! I mean me and my mum are still in the sickly stage of where we go out for coffee and just talk about how beautiful and clever he is (yuk!). My mum is really excited for number 2, and I am as well, only I keep feeling like I can't imagine it. My son is 'good' and in a great routine at the moment. I have a sinking feeling I can't be lucky twice. I can't actually imagine getting up at night again and then looking after jack in the day. But obviously I have no choice and hopefully when it happens it will all fall into place...! I don't really know what the point of this thread was, other than perhaps some mums may have felt the same and can give me some hope!