We are currently team yellow... I am being induced tomorrow and along with being absolutely petrified about the labour now I am also so scared that I may have a boy :0(
I don't understand these feelings - all the way through people have said 'oh its def a boy' and I'm sure I would come around to the idea once he was here (not much choice but to is there?!) - but I so desperately want a girl... and I feel awful that baby is not even here yet and I may be disappointed with gender.
How long can I punish myself for having wishes for a particular gender? People keep telling me that as long as baby is happy and healthy then that is all that matters... but to me, it matters that I want a baby girl and that I may not get her :0(
I don't even know where I'm going with this - just nice that I can post these feelings somewhere and not be judged :0)
Thanks for reading x
I don't understand these feelings - all the way through people have said 'oh its def a boy' and I'm sure I would come around to the idea once he was here (not much choice but to is there?!) - but I so desperately want a girl... and I feel awful that baby is not even here yet and I may be disappointed with gender.
How long can I punish myself for having wishes for a particular gender? People keep telling me that as long as baby is happy and healthy then that is all that matters... but to me, it matters that I want a baby girl and that I may not get her :0(
I don't even know where I'm going with this - just nice that I can post these feelings somewhere and not be judged :0)
Thanks for reading x