violetchic
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HI all,
I'm now moved from TTC to TTC after a loss. I found out I was pregnant on April 1st (and, in retrospect, that's kind of ironic). I should have been about 5-6 weeks, but HcG levels were low. Started bleeding on April 8th. Feeling spent. HcG levels are still up (dr. didn't tell me what they are), so have to apparently keep repeating the test until they are zero. Been bleeding for almost 3 days, but bleeding is fairly light. The dr. said my levels were not doubling as they should. Just didn't feel pregnant the moment I started bleeding, so I figured.
I know it was early, but I'm feeling very sad and don't feel like doing anything. Had to work both Th and Fri, so that was hard. DH is out at work this weekend, so I'm home alone with my 3 year old. Just going through the motions. So many friends pregnant...now it's hard to talk to them. I still am happy for them, but they keep saying "it will happen." I'm not sure it will. Feel so hopeless...just feel that that is something people say to make you feel better...that's not a fact. Was supposed to have this baby by Christmas, so that will be hard. Keep thinking about that. Wish I could stop and just sleep all weekend.
Anyway, I was wondering if someone had some good resources they could provide for me...such as what all this means, was it something I did or could have prevented, when will my cycle come back, could this prevent future pregnancies, when can I start trying again, is there anything I should pay attention to while TTC, etc. I had only been trying for about 5 months, but with my 3 year old I had gotten pregnant in 1 cycle, so my expectations were way off. TTC since Nov. I've just got a million questions and not sure where to turn to get them answered. Thanks, all.
I'm now moved from TTC to TTC after a loss. I found out I was pregnant on April 1st (and, in retrospect, that's kind of ironic). I should have been about 5-6 weeks, but HcG levels were low. Started bleeding on April 8th. Feeling spent. HcG levels are still up (dr. didn't tell me what they are), so have to apparently keep repeating the test until they are zero. Been bleeding for almost 3 days, but bleeding is fairly light. The dr. said my levels were not doubling as they should. Just didn't feel pregnant the moment I started bleeding, so I figured.
I know it was early, but I'm feeling very sad and don't feel like doing anything. Had to work both Th and Fri, so that was hard. DH is out at work this weekend, so I'm home alone with my 3 year old. Just going through the motions. So many friends pregnant...now it's hard to talk to them. I still am happy for them, but they keep saying "it will happen." I'm not sure it will. Feel so hopeless...just feel that that is something people say to make you feel better...that's not a fact. Was supposed to have this baby by Christmas, so that will be hard. Keep thinking about that. Wish I could stop and just sleep all weekend.
Anyway, I was wondering if someone had some good resources they could provide for me...such as what all this means, was it something I did or could have prevented, when will my cycle come back, could this prevent future pregnancies, when can I start trying again, is there anything I should pay attention to while TTC, etc. I had only been trying for about 5 months, but with my 3 year old I had gotten pregnant in 1 cycle, so my expectations were way off. TTC since Nov. I've just got a million questions and not sure where to turn to get them answered. Thanks, all.