Is this feeling normal?

[saxon]

I suffered a loss with my twin girls I at only 3 days and D at only 16 days when they where born in July at 25 weeks. I have resently started panicking that it might happen again as the 25 week mark is getting closer the feeling is getting worse. I am 16 weeks and 3 days and baby A appears to have medical issues with the head, stomach and heart and because of this the professionals are trying there hardest to get me to 30 weeks and anything after that is a bonus but these 2 will born early aswell due to Baby A's issues. Are these feelings of panick normal or am I just panicking over nothing. I do feel them moving but I can't tell which movement goes to which baby yet which is always resuring to feel but I am stressing myself out over this issue of premature birth and the loss of my girls still hurts so much

 

[im_mi]

Sweetie i'm so sorry for the loss of your girls. i think your worries and anxiety are perfectly normal considering what you have been through and what you are going through now. Here for you