ready4num2
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I'm not sure what my deal is lately. I just had our second DD 17 days ago and I just feel so lonely. My DH is here physically I just don't feel that he's here for me mentally or emotionally. I just feel like he doesn't love me anymore and he's bored with me...if that makes sense. Anything he does, saying I love you or giving me a kiss, I question it in my mind and anything he doesn't do that I feel he should, wether it's something I feel he should say or ask me or just if I feel like he should just simply hug me I just instantly get so upset and have to fight back tears. I don't know if this is normal and just the typical after birth hormones screwing with me or if maybe I'm right...he doesn't. Today I was especially upset all day I know it's really not a big deal but I can't help but be so upset by it, it's been 6 months since we got married. He didn't remember or he just didn't see any significance of it. I asked if he knew what today was and it only took him a few seconds to answer. I felt so unloved he didn't bother to say a word. I wasn't expecting a gift just a sign of affection would've done. I really hope these are just my hormones. I don't feel like I can talk to my DH I don't think he'll get it.