tinkerbelle2
Mummy & a loss May2011
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I tend not to lurk here much now, I want to offer support but feel useless.
So I apologise for posting this,
but is it stupid of me to be sat here in tears, after being told by my closet friend she is pregnant, she had never told me she was trying, which is something we have discussed in past, (she began trying before my loss so no excuse there!) maybe her oh wanted it hush, but apparently she is shock as didn't expect it so quickly, I am happy for her, I want to be happy for her, but it also feels like a massive kick in the teeth, She was previously telling me her relationship was crap and that she didn't have time for another!!! Now this!
I don't know if its doubly hard because I am expecting my first AF any day now since, and that to me is hard, that shouldn't be coming (well I hope it is, I never had any checks or anything after d&c but its been a month or so so guessing HCG is normal and its due!)
Life officially sucks, I act on the outside like everything is fine, don't mention it any were, but stupidly its still tearing me up inside
So I apologise for posting this,
but is it stupid of me to be sat here in tears, after being told by my closet friend she is pregnant, she had never told me she was trying, which is something we have discussed in past, (she began trying before my loss so no excuse there!) maybe her oh wanted it hush, but apparently she is shock as didn't expect it so quickly, I am happy for her, I want to be happy for her, but it also feels like a massive kick in the teeth, She was previously telling me her relationship was crap and that she didn't have time for another!!! Now this!
I don't know if its doubly hard because I am expecting my first AF any day now since, and that to me is hard, that shouldn't be coming (well I hope it is, I never had any checks or anything after d&c but its been a month or so so guessing HCG is normal and its due!)
Life officially sucks, I act on the outside like everything is fine, don't mention it any were, but stupidly its still tearing me up inside