It wasn't meant to be

[NeyNey]

I lost my baby last night girls.
I can't go into detail, I haven't slept and I'm very emotional.
My mum is here with me, but I can't bring myself to talk about it.

Cramping started late yesterday afternoon, became severe by early
evening.

Don't know if we can do this anymore.
It hurt even more to watch DH cry - He rarely cries.

I feel so empty and I'm not sure where to go from here.

 

[welshcakes79]

so sorry X

 

[Suz]

Oh no NeyNey.....

Im so sorry

Im here if you need to talk.....

 

[miel]

Neyney ,
My heart is close to you at this moment ...i wish i could be here physicly to help you
i am so deeply sorry

 

[leeanne]

Oh, NeyNey, I am so sorry! I am at a loss for words.

 

[StirCrazy]

Shit I'm so so sorry
Dunno what to say

 

[Uvlollypop]

oh babe im so sorry

 

[Sarah88]

You poor thing. I wish there were words that could be said to help make you feel better. Unfortunately there isn't. Please stay safe.

 

[Wobbles]

Darling I am so so very sorry!

Please ask your Mum to give you a real hug from me!

Here when you need us ...always x

 

[babezone]

aww hun im so so sorry. x x x x x

 

[Vickie]

So sorry to hear this NeyNey. I'm around if you need to talk or a shoulder.

 

[Lazy Leo]

 

[Samo]

thinking of you, Neyney

 

[NeyNey]

Thanks girls.

I don't know what to do with myself, Mum keeps telling me to go and lay down, but then when I do all I do is lay there and think - I try pacing, thats not really doing anything. So now I'm reading your kind words with Mum beside me reading along too.....I just feel so lost.

I have an appointment with my doctor at 2:15pm - she said she will organise an ultrasound/scan to see what is going on. Yesterday I was so excited to be getting a scan, now I'm going to be staring at this empty space that was my baby. I can't stop crying, my eyes are burning and I feel like I've been run over by a truck. And I hate the world right now

If there is a god - He's a fucking asshole.

 

[leeanne]

We are here for you sweetie!

 

[Wobbles]

What time are you at now hun?

After our PMs yesterday I am numb for you

I hope they can give you some answers maybe request they turn the screen away from you?

I'm thinking of you & I'll be thinking of you as soon as I get up to see how you are after your appointment.

x

 

[Suz]

 

[leedsforever]

oh my

this is just so sad....!!! !!

Im so so sorry to hear this

 

[welshcakes79]

thinking of you NeyNey and sending you hugs x

 

[jolyn]

Aw hun, I am so sorry to hear this, I really can't believe it, thinking of u s