I feel I've made a massive mistake trying again, if I could turn back the clock. But I can't, I feel trapped in this situation.
I am really struggling.
I've cancelled all of my antenatal appointments, my 20 week scan. Just need to forget I'm pregnant for now. Can't deal with it x
Hello Cosmicgirl, I know how you feel, I had my 20 week scan yesturday and it looks like I am about to have my 4th girl, whilst the sonographer was looking at the baby's anatomy there was a potty shot with nothing between legs, so looks like my last baby is another girl. I won't be having a boy. I have been feeling the same as you but I am trying not to think about the negatives, I am trying to think positive, thinking that I will be having a little life and that its not baby's fault. I have had all c-sections, I was advised not to have anymore, I have taken a risk, a risk which has not been paid off. I feel very down, I wanted to buy blue things, never mind. Take care cosmicgirl, we need to stay strong for our little ones