Thank you for your comments, it was a horrible time, just to show how quick babies heal though this is 6 days later
https://i1209.photobucket.com/albums/cc400/kellielouisebill/005.jpg
The black spot was where the skin was torn off which caused the problems. So yep, no epidural for me this time! I can't risk this again
Glad you are feeling a bit better Sarah, get that bag sorted ASAP! You dont have to spend loads, do you have most bits sorted? Your classes sound really good, nothing like what they do here. Lol, you don't post drama, we are all here for you to listen and support or give a hug where we can!
I'm happy, I managed to get a mothercare my4 for £99 on eBay last night

this is the pram I was originally having until oh decided on the phil and teds double. So now I have a double when I'm on my own and the my4 when I'm with oh and Luke walks, or for when I just want to leave Oliver in the car seat as it clips straight on the chassis. I hope it's in as good condition as the seller is claiming!
Good luck for your midwife appointment ally! X