bizzibii
Well-Known Member
- Joined
- Jan 30, 2012
- Messages
- 191
- Reaction score
- 0
Well today was 3 dp5dt for me. The days are just draaaaaaagging along. Glad to finally be having some company in it! No symptoms for me yet. Been getting some bad dreams and feel like I'm coming down with a cold, but I think that's just from the progesterone and estrogen. I always get icky feeling on progesterone; I can't believe the estrogen is any better!
Confessional: I'm just so afraid that the pregnancy won't take that I'm having a hard time believing that pregnancy is even possible. It's making the TWW much harder than normal. After all the IF treatments, part of me just refuses to believe we may have a chance. Does anyone else feel like this? I felt so positive about everything up until transfer, but as soon as the transfer was done, the worry and disbelief set in hardcore. I know it's not possible, by I'm worried that just thinking I'm not pregnant could make things not work. Afraid that all this worrying is ruining my chances. I know it's not actually possible, but still, I can't shake the feeling.
Buny - I think all women have similar thoughts, I " feel " it's not the time yet for me but I think I am just preparing myself for possible failure. I think of it like its a natural mechanism , especially If you had failures in the past. ( I remember when I had my first IUI done , I was positive it would work - when It didn't I was crushed ). The way I deal with it is - I realised I cannot possibly do anything at this point. it will either work or it won't so I may as well enjoy the time and take the full advantage of my hubby and his willingness to do everything ( housework, cooking etc ). Good luck to you, when are you going to test ?