hope4bbyno1
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Alrighty, so to some, this is going to sound horrible. But to me, this is how I feel, and I'm not sure if I'm the only one who feels this way. My ex-husband and I TTC for 3 years with no luck, not even a miscarriage or anything. My fiance and I have been NTNP for 2 years now with 3 miscarriages. I have really low progesterone, and we haven't gone further into getting medical treatment for this (other than possibly trying Fertibella)... But everytime I see someone have a BFP I get happy for the, yet I am so incredibly jealous. Maybe it's wrong of me, but I want to be able to feel what it feels like to find out you're pregnant, to go thru the entire pregnancy and labor and be able to have a child. Is this wrong of me to feel this way? I am 26, and it just seems like EVERYONE else is getting pregnant, yet it's something that will never happen to me. I've wanted nothing more than to be a mommy for so long. I get phantom symptoms literally every month. It's like my body is tricking me.... Ugh!!! Is this type of feeling normal???