July Firecrackers 2018

[BabyBrain80]

Tori I am so so sorry


I'm also officially out ladies, I had a natural mc today, I'm okay though, completely empty sac, there was never anything there, it never developed! And that's what's getting me through!

I think we're going to try again come January!

I wish you all lots of love, health and a happy 9 months ladies

So very sorry Ameeann hope you have a lovely Christmas and hope to catch up with you in a few months xxx

 

[sherii]

I'm so sorry Amee



I've been absent the last few days, and I feel like I've missed a lot. I started spotting yesterday, just a little pink on the tissue when using the bathroom. And today it's still going. I've phoned telecare - service to speak to a nurse for advice - and spoken to a receptionist. I'm waiting for a nurse to call me back right now, and trying not to freak out. I'm very nervous that I'll end up at the hospital and find out the bean is gone...

 

[Alligator]

Oh sherii fx for you. Spotting can be totally normal. I hope you get some answers soon!

 

[Alligator]

Scan went great this morning ladies. Little peanut measured just what I thought, 8w1d, with a heartbeat (!!!) of 163 bpm! Pics on my journal, I won't spam on here!

 

[housewifey]

More red blood tonight. I had red blood at noon then it was just light pink and brown spotting til it completely stopped since supper time then at 9 pm when i wiped more red blood. Nothing now. I hate this! I know baby was more than good today but i still dont like to see red. Cant wait til a few more weeks then i can use my home doppler. I always wanted 3 or 4 kids but i think im leaning towards being done after this. This isnt exciting anymore...its stressful! I hate ttc and wondering each month if im pregnant, then testing, and if its a bfp then are my tests getting darker? Are my betas good? Is baby still alive and growing?! Honestly when i thought we lost this baby i said to myself im done having more kids. This just hurts too much. Sorry to rant, just still stressed tonight. They dont know the cause of my bleed...which is good..but also scary of unknown. They think i ruptured a vessel. Sorry for the long post, im relieved but also still very afraid and stressed.

Heather it can be so stressful, it feels like a huge responsibility creating and growing a little human! My friend had bright red blood throughout her pregnancy and after having a previous miscarriage she often ended up in ER fearing the worst.... last week she had a beautiful HEALTHY baby. They never could pinpoint the cause of the blood but she did notice a pattern of it being heavier when she was stressed out!

I have my fingers and toes crossed for you that it is nothing and so gad your scan showed a healthy little baby!

Has anyone experienced thrush during pregnancy? I've never had it in my life but could hardly sleep last night I was so itchy currently waiting on doc phoning me back to see if there's anything I can take for it in first tri.

 

[sherii]

All I’m so glad you had a great scan!!!

Heather, I feel you on the blood thing. I’m at the ER right now due to bleeding. I’m worried sick. Hugs for you, hun, and fx that everything is ok for both of us

 

[Heather.1987]

Yes hope everything is ok sherii. Its such an awful feeling. Good luck! No bleeding so far today for me. I just keep checking and waiting.

 

[Four2Five]

Heather and Sherii I’m praying for you both This stuff is so scary and stressful! Hugs to you both!!

 

[Four2Five]

Great news on your appointment Alli!! So happy for you

My appointment is this afternoon, super nervous but excited to see baby! I’ll let y’all know how it goes

 

[Alligator]

Fx you see baby four! So exciting!

 

[Buffyx]

Alli - i am so happy for you! You must feel so relieved

Sherii - im sorry you are spotting. Fingers crossed that everything is OK

Four2five - good luck!!

Housewifey- yes! I have had thrush in my two previous pregnancies, but not in this one yet. I apply the cream to the outside, but dont apply inside. I also got UTIs while pregnant. So annoying! I dont get thrush or UTI unless pregnant.

 

[BabyBrain80]

.Good luck Sherii I really hope everything is ok xx

Heather, hope the bleeding stays away now xx

Housewifey...yeah I had thrush with ds2 for second half, friggin nightmare. The only thing that normally clears it for me is the oral capsule and obviously I couldnt take it! ARRRGHHH! Used loads of pessaries, the soft type were the best but only cleared it for a few days at a time. They were ok to use but just hadnt to push them in too far. Dont know what you can do in the first tri.....hope it clears soon for you.

Im a wreck at the moment, just waiting for it to all go wrong and for bleeding to start. I just have such a bad feeling. Was it you Heather that said ypu wont do this again? Im totally with you, this year has been awful and I just cant enjoy a second of this pregnancy. I know I should snap out of it but Im just so scared.


Alli so glad scan went well....will be popping over to take a look!

Four...good luck!! Xx

 

[Alligator]

I feel so relieved buffy. The poor ultrasound tech, I was a mess. Went in crying, tried to keep it together, she told me in 20 seconds there was a HB (she was wonderful and did a lot to ease my fears), I burst out sobbing ha. The poor thing was like 'Okay I just need to take a few photos so try to be still...' but she was so kind. She showed us baby and heartbeat after she was all done.

 

[Alligator]

Oh babybrain, sending hugs. I'm sure all is well but I know the worry

 

[Heather.1987]

Baby, yes that was me. After losing a baby at 11 weeks (i did have a healthy baby afterwards) and now all this im just done! Its not fun or exciting. Its stressful. I want this baby so so bad! I want a 3rd child i really really do...but i just cant do this again. I cant wait til this baby is in my arms safe and sound (then the fear of sids kick in...)

 

[Buffyx]

I feel so relieved buffy. The poor ultrasound tech, I was a mess. Went in crying, tried to keep it together, she told me in 20 seconds there was a HB (she was wonderful and did a lot to ease my fears), I burst out sobbing ha. The poor thing was like 'Okay I just need to take a few photos so try to be still...' but she was so kind. She showed us baby and heartbeat after she was all done.

I know this feeling! I didnt cry, but I couldnt speak and I was shaking. So so relieved when they tell you all is OK So pleased you had a lovely tech.

 

[Buffyx]

Babybrain - I really hope you are wrong. When is your U/S again?

 

[Four2Five]

I can’t tell if my nausea today is from anxiety or baby and I’m beyond emotional. Three and a half hours till my appointment, please please let everything be alright

 

[BabyBrain80]

Thanks Ladies x
Buffy its on Tues 12th. I know I have no real reason to worry just driving myself a bit crazy today.

Heather, yeap, feel exactly the same. I had a mc at about 6/7 weeks back in 2013 then fell pregnant with ds2. I never felt as scared as I do now, maybe cos its happened twice now and I know theres still the same chance. Oh i dunno. Just being a drama queen! thanks for the understanding and so glad to hear someone having the same thoughts xx

 

[Alligator]

Four I was so anxious too. I was super nauseous this morning and felt a bit better right after but I've felt pretty nauseous all afternoon again so it's a bit of a toss up.