I have been so confused lately, but I don't really know who to talk to. My brian is so jumbled about every little thing and I feel like I need to go to counceling, but I don't have money to go to counceling and I don't want to ask my parents to pay for it because they are already having money problems. I normally talk to Chris about everything, but most of what I am confused about is him and we never really talk anymore because he is either working or sleeping and he isn't aloud here anymore so he can't even come visit for a night. But I also don't really want to talk over this like on this thread because it is to public. So I guess I am asking if maybe there is someone who wants to be email/msn/aim buddies or something. I am just really confused about my relationship.