First thing before I vent----I'm not looking for sympathy. Thats not why i'm posting this. I just need a place to talk. Second---I'm posting from my cell phone, so my grammar won't be that great. If you're a grammar nazi, stop reading now.
So, my husband got deployed earlier this month and I'm only 9 weeks. While this baby was completely wanted and planned, we didnt plan on him being deployed so soon. It was very last minute. i've been stressed, because the baby will be a couple of months old by the time my husband gets back. I'm staying at our duty station, instead of going back to our hometown, because we have 3 dogs and a great house that we dont want to give up. I thought i was going to have friends here while my husband was away, but so far I've just been bailed on last minute every time we make plans. I know it shouldn't be a big deal, but i was really excited to finally get out of the house and go into the city. But my friend flaked on me an hour before we were supposed to leave...and it was a really lame excuse. -.- i've just been wanting to bawl my eyes out all afternoon because i miss my husband so damm much. I've hardly gotten to talk to him at all. And if it was up to me, i'd just lay in bed all day, but i have to take care of my mom, who's staying with me because she's sick. i havent announced my pregnancy yet, and one of my friends just confided in me last night to tell me she had a miscarriage. I'm just so heartbroken for her. I was going to announce at 10 weeks, but now i think i'm gonna wait until i'm 12 to 13 weeks. I just feel really depressed today.
So, my husband got deployed earlier this month and I'm only 9 weeks. While this baby was completely wanted and planned, we didnt plan on him being deployed so soon. It was very last minute. i've been stressed, because the baby will be a couple of months old by the time my husband gets back. I'm staying at our duty station, instead of going back to our hometown, because we have 3 dogs and a great house that we dont want to give up. I thought i was going to have friends here while my husband was away, but so far I've just been bailed on last minute every time we make plans. I know it shouldn't be a big deal, but i was really excited to finally get out of the house and go into the city. But my friend flaked on me an hour before we were supposed to leave...and it was a really lame excuse. -.- i've just been wanting to bawl my eyes out all afternoon because i miss my husband so damm much. I've hardly gotten to talk to him at all. And if it was up to me, i'd just lay in bed all day, but i have to take care of my mom, who's staying with me because she's sick. i havent announced my pregnancy yet, and one of my friends just confided in me last night to tell me she had a miscarriage. I'm just so heartbroken for her. I was going to announce at 10 weeks, but now i think i'm gonna wait until i'm 12 to 13 weeks. I just feel really depressed today.