...katie...????????????????????

[gigglebox]

a quote that just came out of my picture box:

"They are like cockroaches. Bisexuals WILL survive."

Word.

 

[ashiozz]

I look at it this way: At some point as a pregnant woman youre going to have to realize you don't have complete control over what happens to your body or the baby, you just really have to have faith in both. You'll be okay Kaida will be Ok you just need to relax.

My cousin is pregnant and almost due (3 weeks!) she was told about 9374837 times her baby probably has downs syndrome, so shes had many scans, and lately they dont think he has it, so a lot of the random tests and such, can produce false positives, and you just have to keep going and hoping for good news

but stressing isnt going to help the situation, especially stressing over what you don't have control over .. it'll be ok, promise.

 

[gigglebox]

how nice your babies will be close in age!!!

my uncle and aunt just had a boy a few days ago! unfortunately they are in Minnesota...but it'll still be nice to have kids close in age when we have reunions and such. It's also going to be (well, more than likely) the last cousin of the family (dad is only child and mom is one of 7--all together I have 8 cousins). So my youngest cousin is also younger than my son...which is kind of weird.

 

[gigglebox]

well that's nice. one of the dogs knocked my lap top off the couch and broke it. now the screen doesn't open correctly. awesome.

and i just got the reminder text that i am in a wedding where i have to get the bridesmaid dress this week. a dress that i am not a fan of. a dress i am going to drop close to $200 on and never wear again. a dress i have to be fitted for while my body is in less than idea shape.

the good news just keeps pouring in!

 

[ashiozz]

sadly my cousin is in Ohio.. where i came from.. Im alone in az... =/ Mitchs cousin was trying when we were, got pregnant but lost the baby... they also got married the same day we did, so thats really odd... but we found out about the baby at my baby shower =/ that would have been more convenient had she not lost the baby, we're closer to them in proximity.

we'll have to visit my cousins baby though at some point =)

 

[ashiozz]

Eeek! I hate when dogs do that, last time Acer did that to mine, mitch had to solder in a new port for my charger . he was nottt happy to do that =/

I have to be in a wedding in October, I Really hope I Can drop a lot of weight before then, but Im sure Ill hate that dress too =/

 

[..katie..]

I have to be at a wedding in july. gahk.

Emerald, I agree with Laura and Ash. Chill. I know you know and see every negative outcome, and it's worse because 1. you're a doctor, 2. you're neurotic outside of the medical field (neurotic isn't a bad thing.) and 3. you're near certain that you won't get another chance if something goes wrong in your pregnancy, but you really, really do have to calm down. What will be will be. Trust your intuition, the real stuff, not the panicky doomy part. The two of you will be okay.


I honestly don't understand a word about insurance. I REALLY suck at adulthood. Laura, is there a way to work a shitty part time position for the money for a couple weeks/months until you're really ready to go back to work full time? Or are you under a maternity leave contract?

Ash, I'm glad you got some sleep. I hope you get more. Why were you sick?



Here's my big question of the day, and it refers to a post on the facespace...

If my month old son is old enough that he needs to learn independence or he's going to be spoiled......how is he too young to develop abandonment issues?
bitches, cant have the cookie and eat it too.

 

[ashiozz]

I just lost everything I wrote.

Uhm, So Ive been having issues processing fatty foods since my c-section and I Think thats what happened last night.. My tummy felt disgusting after the pizza I ate, and thats all I had yesterday..
Im still not eating very well

And I Dont know why people on your facebook think that A. Patrick can "Cry it out" at a month old.. and B. IF they feel that way why they dont foresee him getting abandonment issues instead .. I think both are not going to happen at his age, but you are doing the right thing by picking him up when he cries, he needs mommy cuddles

It's frustrating sometimes, I know for sure, Tyler will drive me NUTS From time to time because all he wants is held.. but it's ok, I loves him so I comply.


OH HES SLEEPING! NAPTIME!

And yes theres nothing wrong with a little bit of neurotic, speaking as a neurotic mess most of the time .. but sometimes you have to put yourself in check.

 

[ashiozz]

he woke up. naptime was too good to be true

 

[Menelly]

primarily my mom, also hubs' mom. if they can't work out all days i'm going to have to look into at home daycare which i am EXTREMELY uncomfortable with...

exhaustion sucks. i don't know what happened last night but i am so tired it's unbelievable. which consequently means i'm full of rage. i don't know how i'm going to be able to do this and work 40 hours

LOL ok, des just made things better! he's passed out in my lap and totally just sleep giggled! that was so weird

Kesslie's been sleep giggling too. Can't get her to giggle when she's awake yet, but the sleep giggles let me know it's going to be ADORABLE.

I'm sorry you're so tired. Kesslie was mean to me, she spent all day yesterday demanding to be held (even for naps, if I put her down she was wide awake again in seconds) and then spent half the night kicking me and whining.

I know I couldn't do it and work. You're an amazing woman to do it all.

 

[Menelly]

how nice your babies will be close in age!!!

my uncle and aunt just had a boy a few days ago! unfortunately they are in Minnesota...but it'll still be nice to have kids close in age when we have reunions and such. It's also going to be (well, more than likely) the last cousin of the family (dad is only child and mom is one of 7--all together I have 8 cousins). So my youngest cousin is also younger than my son...which is kind of weird.

Hey, I have a son turning 14 on Thurs (ack!) and my brother and sister are 8 and 9. So he has an aunt and uncle younger than him.

 

[Menelly]

he woke up. naptime was too good to be true

Sorry hon. Kesslie did that to me yesterday. Broke my heart.

 

[Menelly]

And Katie, I just told off your friends. >.>

 

[ashiozz]

Go Lia!! I had the urge to yesterday but kept quiet.

-.- people = dumb. Thats like telling me to let Tyler cry it out.. uh, yes, Ill let my 2 week old scream forever because I cant figure it out.. irresponsible.. hes not going to be spoiled because mommy rescues him from his swing.

 

[..katie..]

Thank you Lia =) I love outspoken folk. =D My cousin Robin did too. What she had to say in her message was a lot more RAAAWWRRRy than what she said, though.

Fuck it, man, even if I was spoiling him, I'd rather him know i'm here for him than think i dont care.
Anyway, he was hot yesterday and uncomfortable, so he couldn't sleep, so he got tired and grouchy, and couldn't sleep, and it stayed hot, and couldn't sleep. He slept through the night last night and is fine today. It's not like i'm constantly holding him-I'm not. I'm actually probably not holding him enough.
GRR.

 

[ashiozz]

he slept all the way through the night already? WOW .. YAY!

Tyler wants a nap.. but he keeps waking up

 

[..katie..]

i'd be willing to bet it was a fluke, honestly. He was soooo worn out yesterday.

 

[..katie..]

and by through the night, i meant from 10 to 4:30. so i count it lol

 

[ashiozz]

not bad. Tyler slept 10-1:30 and 2-4:45.. qand JUST NOW went down for a nap. finally.

 

[..katie..]

Yay! Hope he stays down for a while for you. If he cries, don't go to him. He's being manipulative and spoiled.



soooo guess who shaved their vagina? ME! Guess who cut their ass?? ME!!! fml. accidental butt cuts are worse than the peritear.