...katie...????????????????????

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why would she to that?!

side story that is kind of relevant--one time Gir ate his own shit back when we lived in the apartment. then he projectile vomited it all over the dining room. then i had to clean it at, like, 3am. i was not happy.

don't think the bonding is an age thing since i'm feeling the same...guessing it's just a everyone-deals-differently thing. but you're right, we'll figure it out.

work in 6 days...i might be sending you all an SOS from my desk.

 

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you can spray the leaves with bitter yuk. just don't get any on your hand; it truly tastes like death.

 

[ashiozz]

Bitter yuck used to entice acer rather than repel him.. he doesnt seem interested in them but idk if that will ever change and esp if they produce seeds which are bright orange..

Moms mom took Jessica because she sucks at life. What had happened was , my mother asked for help with Jessica and she wanted her mom t take care of her while she works on the cervical cancer issue she had going on.. so her mom decided to take her to court and basically steal jessica.. so that was nice.

Jessica was 3 at the time and apparently she doesnt remember and doesnt realize that my mom is really her mother and not her sister 0.o

I havent talked to her since I was 12ish and the last time we spoke I realized that we're super different. We have a big age gap, but on top of that she basically is spoiled.. She said to me that if her boyfriend proposes to her she does not want a small diamond because its a representation of what her life would be like and thats not what she wants for her life.

Uh. So my rings I picked out, Mitch was willing to spend 3K.. I spent 1200 .. and my center stone is not real because I dont believe in the diamond industry.. -.-

We're WAY different.

 

[ashiozz]

Off topic, but Nicky Minaj's ass scares me.

 

[..katie..]

why would she to that?!

side story that is kind of relevant--one time Gir ate his own shit back when we lived in the apartment. then he projectile vomited it all over the dining room. then i had to clean it at, like, 3am. i was not happy.

don't think the bonding is an age thing since i'm feeling the same...guessing it's just a everyone-deals-differently thing. but you're right, we'll figure it out.

work in 6 days...i might be sending you all an SOS from my desk.

I start in 6 days too! I'm nervous. Gah.

 

[..katie..]

Off topic, but Nicky Minaj's ass scares me.

You saw the new music video too, didn't you? O_O

I wish white women raised their daughters to love what they have, and flaunt it. Seriously, women of every other color in the whole world are like "hey check it out" regardless of what size they are. they have confidence. Little white girls are always striving to hit an ideal rather than just be okay with it.

irritates the hell out of me.

 

[ashiozz]

Uh but im pretty sure her ass is fake.. I mean, it has to be fake

but yeah, I agree, I wish I could be happy with my body =/ I never have been.. and theres pics of me too skinny and pics of me too fat =/ Guh

I was raised by a woman with anorexia, so she did try to instill in me that I look fine no matter what size I am, but she always worried about my eating, and Ive always been an eater 0.o

 

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agreed, we are so stupid about our bodies...

...but smart about not killing our babies, according to some article on this page. thanks momtastic!

 

[..katie..]

How to look pregnant, not pudgy
secrets of happy moms
trendy and affordable maternity clothes
squeeze in a quickie workout with your baby
cinnamon dare prompting warnings from health officials
one year old child bride annulls marriage after seventeen years

 

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When Will Your Belly Pop?
Scottish Baby Names
Italian Baby Names
Why Are So Many Black Babies Dying?
This is What a Baby Sling Looks Like When You're Beyonce
Cutest Irish Baby Names

bolded article was the one i was referencing

 

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Des is snoozing a TON today i'm getting worried it's going to be another long night...

skinny bitches all over the t.v. there will come a time when i enjoy my body for what it is...but not today lol

actually today i was determined to go walking while wearing Des, but i need him awake so he isn't all floppy baby. plus i think the stimulation would do him good. but looks like he just wants to sleep...guess i should eat while i can.

 

[ashiozz]

I just had a really difficult time eating while Tyler threw a fit. hes been awake all day since 7 so now hes passed out finally >< This is normal Tyler, he sleeps most of his sleeps at night, so its about naptime now.

I havent tried yet to wear Tyler, but I will try once I hit six weeks, or at leas stroller walk him. I cant wait.

I wanna be able to do some exercising already Mich keeps telling to get try doing my bike but I always push myself hard on there and I cant do that right now =/

Are you feeling better about going back to work, Laura? I can't believe getting des to sleep longer just takes swaddling 0.o..... Its surprising, I try swaddling Tyler and he gets superpissed.. makes me wonder how little room he really had in there 0.o

 

[Menelly]

Might as well put him in the carrier as floppy baby, it takes them about 5 min to fall asleep in them anyways. I think Kesslie's "awake" record in her carrier is 15 min. They pass out in them.

Hubby and I are starting a diet next week... my weight loss not only stalled, it started reversing and my weight is going back UP. Which... hell no. Not happening. So it's time to get serious on the eating and working out thing.

 

[ashiozz]

Mine stalled already, i have 11lbs left - i can fit some of my pre pregnant clothes but theyre tight- ill be able to fit well once the weight is gone but i have 36 i wanna lose -.-

 

[gigglebox]

i am as surprised as you about the swaddling. i thought he fought it before but maybe i'm remembering wrong...?

Des is kind of snooze nomming so i'm waiting until he's finished with that before we walk.

weight loss. blah. i have no time to work out so it'll have to be through diet for now. i don't want to exhaust myself through exercise and not be able to get adequate rest so i'm not drained.

 

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yay! got a 20 minute walk in! des loved it! he was very engaged to whole time.

 

[ashiozz]

!! Thats amazing!! .. Its too hot here for walks but I could sneak one in dusktime with him and Acer (if Acers joints permit, hes kind of getting old =/)

I figure i can do my bike during the day while I watch Tyler .. and then when mitch comes home we can go on walks together hopefully this will help me not be fat.

 

[gigglebox]

that sounds like a good game plan

Des is sleeping again i may have to call in reinforcements tomorrow for a nap break. i fear the swaddling thing was a fluke...my guess is it's not going to work like that again; at least not tonight.

i think i'm even closer to my mom now that i am also a mom. have any of your relationships with anyone changed since baby?

realization: i am always tired. hubs says i've only had a restful night of sleep maybe 2 or 3 times since we've met. i am tired still, even though last night was relatively good sleep.

then i remembered today i have lyme

 

[ashiozz]

Im exhausted all the time lately, When Im alone with Mitch we don't even say a word to each other, I told him last night I dont think he likes me anymore... he just asked why i'd say that and told me he loves me =/

meh.

I really hope he sleeps for you tonight Tyler took a 3 hour nap per the usual this afternoon but thats been it today .. -.- his daddy will be home in 20 minutes to take over =)

Good, cuz I need a shower, and some mommy-alone time..

my relationship with my mom has always been pretty good so it really hasn't changed but then again shes far away... so Im not the best to answer that question =/

 

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well not just your mom, but has it changed with anyone else? friends?