...katie...????????????????????

[Emerald87]

Yeh worse today than yesterday unfortunately. And I went to the toilet and got a bucket load of discharge and a small brown chunk. TMI sorry, a bit gross.

Sucks that you got your period but hey, you're not pregnant then lol! How's Tyler? What milestones has he reached?

 

[ashiozz]

Tyler Smiles, gurgles, coos, grabs toys and pulls them toward him, hes trying to grab with his feet.. if you stand him up he pushes down and puts weight on his legs and feet, he can lift himself a bit during tummy time but hes started hating tummy time too.

He can track objects and focus on them, he loves TV hes doing pretty good I think.

He likes to put his han to his mouf, a lot, and he's getting close to STTN I think.

I get Mirena put in July 10th , My pap was normal and my insurance covers it 100% I just have to pay a $20 office visit copay =)

 

[Emerald87]

Under general or local?

 

[ashiozz]

I know they wont use general and i doubt even local, i think im just going to have to take ibuprofen beforehand but here in the states i dont think they use anything to numb us before mirena insertion I hear it hurts, too

 

[Emerald87]

Yeh I hear it isn't pleasant

I'm finding myself wishing days away and I know I shouldn't. I'm so worried about "what if" that I just want to sleep so I don't have to think about it and it's closer to when Kaida will be born. I just got out of bed and it's 1.52pm.
I'm so worried about complications that I'm not enjoying the journey. It's like getting into a car to go on a road trip and freaking out constantly that the car will spontaneously combust - illogical and ruins the journey. I know I should be enjoying myself because if something does happen to her then my pregnancy will be all the time I would have had with her and I'll hate myself for not enjoying it. I think it's just I'm over analysing every single little thing because I don't want to miss an early sign of something wrong, I figure the earlier I catch it, the easier to fix. Ok self reflection time over. Makes me feel better to get that out

 

[ashiozz]

Well, you're a week til v-day, so that makes things better, and Sarah's peanut is a success story so far, so Kaida should be too She's a champ already, but I know what you mean. If I'm honest, I hated pregnancy, i did not enjoy any of the journey and I wanted it over with. I wished away my days. I was counting down to Wednesdays to see my ticker move another week closer to Tyler's birth, and then I ended up really...late..which sucked because then i had nothing to look forward to and i felt like he never was going to get here...

>< Pregnancy is by far the worst experience i've ever had, and I feel like I should have tried to enjoy it more too, because yeah, what if something had happened to Tyler.. 0.o blah

Ive been reading mirena horror stories and i need to stop.

 

[Emerald87]

Hahahaha geeze we all seem to find something bad to read - you and the IUD, me and premature labour for example. Do insane people tend to gather together?

Speaking of nut jobs, where is everyone?!?!

 

[ashiozz]

Well, Katie and Kristin and Lia have been on FB a little bit.. Vaurissa was on FB today, so is jules, but I Think Katie is busy with work, because shes not very active there either, Lia has been quiet there too, Lauras also working but I think that most of the girls have stopped coming on BNB because of baby club IDK though, I come on but I only really look at this thread 0.o and make sure youre doing good, we all need friends through pregnancy.

Tyler is sleeping but is due for food (hasnt eaten for four hours) ... to wake him up or to wait for him to wake up *Sigh* i want to go to bed but I can wait i suppose =/

 

[ashiozz]

Im not sure we're crazy, but we do scare ourselves with other peoples stories, the mirena horror stories are mostly just bleeding for the first 3-6 mos and some people apparently cant tolerate it so they get it removed before it stops.. uhm, for five yrs of bc i can deal with some blood...

 

[Emerald87]

Thanks Ash *hugs* I really do need friends at the moment. None of my friends here are pregnant and now that I've been forced into retirement I'm alone, lost and have nothing to do. OK, cleaning needs to be done but screw that.

Is baby club really that bad?

 

[ashiozz]

its pretty ridiculous.. I mean when I was pregnant cats were an issue, in baby club everything from formula feeding to piercing babies ears are issues.. and it gets ugly, its kind of silly -.-

Everyone has that "I know how to be the best mom ever and youuuu suck" attitude .. or you have moms that cant cope 0.o ... *squish* I dont like baby club. it scares me. Tyler is almost 2 mos old and I still dont like baby club..

 

[Emerald87]

I'd have too much fun stirring up shit and being one of those "holier than thou" ones on purpose

I have to admit, I'm a bad Mummy today and got myself upset. I didn't get up until 3 and now it's 4.40 and I haven't had anything to eat or drink. I'm suppose to be supporting a life here yet I can't get the motivation to look after myself and thus, her?

2 months eh? It's kinda strange, it feels like time has flown for you and another friend on here is about 28 weeks along and it feels like her V-day was yesterday but I feel like I've been 23 weeks for like 2 years and I only hit it today.

 

[ashiozz]

lmao thats how pregnancy feels, but once shes here time freaking flies, I was talking to my cousin, her baby has only been here about 2 weeks, but she was upset cuz she did all the nighttime feeds last night and was exhausted, i had to laugh.. her boyfriend does most of the work, but anyways, I remember those days, Tyler wakes up once a night, about 4am, lately i cant get him to eat at that wakeup, so Im not sure why he wakes up, he goes back to sleep though 0.o

I realized, I feel like it was just yesterday i was pissed cuz he refused to sleep and now he sleeps really well at night 0.o soon he'll be talking and crawling before i even know it... but pregnancy was the longest over nine months of my life 0.o

youll be a fine mom, you just need motivation for yourself, if youre like me youre feeling bored like you have no purpose because youre not working, thats really bad but i went through that -.- now i look at cleaning and taking care of tyler as my job, and thats actually helping, Tyler and i are really closely bonded, and he cries if i leave the room even if mitch is here with him 0.o

my baby loves me =)

Kaida will love you too now go eat. kthx.

 

[Emerald87]

I've had 2min noodles and 1.2L of water. That should do. I'm having friends over in an hour and we're having pizza for dinner. I'm looking forward to seeing them but I has a tummy ache now

 

[ashiozz]

Emerald, you're a medical professional (almost anyways, for now student).. First post partum period.. is it supposed to be super duper heavy? Like, this morning I had to clean up what looked like a murder scene in my bathroom, it was reallllly gross and kind of scary but it has slown up in the past hour.. 0.o

 

[Menelly]

Morning ladies! I just wanted to stop by see how things are...you feeling better em?

I feel bad for coming here and only talking about Lizzie, but....it's all I do all day....I got nothing else I did get to try breast feeding yesterday again, it's going ok. She is working on latching and I am working on not looking like an idiot while we are trying....faking like i know what I'm doing

Oh I guess I could talk about the horrible drivers here in Utah...I'm pretty sure they have a special drivers Ed class to get that bad....there is no way it could come naturally. And I decided 85% of the accidents here could be prevented with the simple use of a blinker! Dumbasses....

It's totally true. I got my license in California (you know... where if you drive like an asshole you get shot) and I'm astounded daily with how terrible some of these people really are. Blinkers are optional, red lights are often inconvenient suggestions, and I've seen people REVERSE on MAJOR ROADS cause they missed their turn.

 

[ashiozz]

TYLER SQUEE! He slept through the night for the second time this week 0.o .. Wow.... I got sleep! A LOT! Now im going to clean my house =)

 

[Emerald87]

Emerald, you're a medical professional (almost anyways, for now student).. First post partum period.. is it supposed to be super duper heavy? Like, this morning I had to clean up what looked like a murder scene in my bathroom, it was reallllly gross and kind of scary but it has slown up in the past hour.. 0.o

Don't know sorry lovely. Haven't done my obs/gynae rotation I'll ask my friend when I get back to Brissie. Having an awesome retreat - mostly. It was ruined by some spotting last night (nope, sex not to blame) but I'm trying to keep my mind away from the worst. Can't do anything while I'm here anyway
Any improvement with your period? Any more murders you're trying to cover up?

 

[ashiozz]

No. no more murders... I guess that means its slightly better? lots of clots, not very big though 0.o not soaking pads as quickly, its just heavier than Im used to, since Im still alive I assume its okay 0.o...

Spotting? 0.o hmm I hope you're ok I forgot youre on vacation right now =)

 

[ashiozz]

Oh yeah, my son is teething... I found teeth getting ready to poke through, THREE OF THEM.. 0.o hes only 2 mos old...