...katie...????????????????????

[ashiozz]

i wants to shave mine, but i still has stitches and im afraiiid

 

[gigglebox]

fear not! or just let it chill for a few more days before you go at it with your weed whacker. hubs isn't seeing it anytime soon anyway, right?

 

[ashiozz]

my husband hasnt seen me naked since like right after tyler was born, lmao and hes not going to til 8 weeks post partum when they put in my iud so we dont make more tylers

 

[Emerald87]

I look at it this way: At some point as a pregnant woman youre going to have to realize you don't have complete control over what happens to your body or the baby, you just really have to have faith in both. You'll be okay Kaida will be Ok you just need to relax.

My cousin is pregnant and almost due (3 weeks!) she was told about 9374837 times her baby probably has downs syndrome, so shes had many scans, and lately they dont think he has it, so a lot of the random tests and such, can produce false positives, and you just have to keep going and hoping for good news

but stressing isnt going to help the situation, especially stressing over what you don't have control over .. it'll be ok, promise.

That's the thing: sure I don't have control over it but it's something I can help treat if we catch it early enough.

Fine. I'll chill. Catch you guys later.

 

[ashiozz]

Don't get upset at us =/ We really do believe everything will be ok and we've all been in a position where we're worried something is going to go wrong every turn of the way -.-.. Like Laura said, you can always get a second opinion, but worrying all the time isn't healthy for either of you.

 

[Emerald87]

Look, I like being honest here so yeh, I feel a little ganged up on - I've been so relaxed for a few days and just needed one big outburst last night. I have phases and it's nice to vent here.

But the catch you guys later was "fuck I'm 20 mins late for uni, hitler is going to chew my arse out"

 

[ashiozz]

Ah, Dont let Hitler chew your ass out

We didn't mean to gang up. The intention was to relax you so you're not panicky.. but I am sorry thats how you feel

But theres nothing wrong with second opinions So if you need one for peace of mind, go for it for sure

 

[ashiozz]

Random but I want to know if anyone else is doing this subconsciously... I keep forgetting I can again have sweet n low, and tummy sleep... for some reason I kind of forget hes out? I guess? lol I'll catch myself like "I can't have.. oh wait.. YES I CAN" ... 0.o its really odd

 

[Emerald87]

I forget I can't have tummy time hehe

 

[ashiozz]

Emerald, Im jealous that at 17 weeks youre able to even attempt it. lmao .. I was too round already to try

blahhhh.. I guess you get so used to living one way that switching stuff up is confusing.

 

[Emerald87]

I like traffic, means I can chat

I can still lay on my belly but then I wake up realising it feels funky

 

[Emerald87]

Got clinic this morning then have to do a presentation on eating disorders at midday. Boo. Busy day ahead if me. In the plus side I'm off to see family this weekend.

 

[ashiozz]

yay for family!! boo for university work >< did you at least get any decent pictures of Kaida to share with the family (And of course us) when you went to your scan?

 

[Emerald87]

They didn't give me pics. The printer was broken too...

 

[Emerald87]

Ok so this morning my GP laughed his arse off at "cervix looks closed" which was written on the ultrasound report (just got it). He said it sounds uncertain and the scans looked crappy. Oh well *mellowing* lets just see what happens...
Oh! Report says Kaida is 0lbs8oz now hehe. She's currently got her cute little bum on my cervix (breach).

 

[ashiozz]

they actually wrote "looks closed" ?? Eff that .. is your doctor asking for a second opinion?

 

[Emerald87]

Yep, exact words lol

"measuring 3cm in length and it looks closed"

He asked me to call my gynae today (which I will at lunch time) and ask what he thinks. My GP knows when it's beyond his speciality. It's hard though cuz my gynae is 100km away with no access to the scans.

How's little big tyler going? How's that rolling and smiling progressing?

Katie!!!! Is patrick smiling yet?

 

[ashiozz]

smiling is progressing , hes starting to do it a little but its not nearly as on demand as id like to see so we're still waiting, but hes doing good for 2 weeks.

He FINALLY went to sleep and has been for like 3 hours but now im awake. I hope he sleeps tonight.

Rolling, he can get onto his side from his back, it takes him about 3 movements and he only does it in his sleep, but he'll move his shoulder, then his middle, then his legs, and its odd to watch 0.o hes gaining strength in his neck still and really wants to control that huge head of his.

tyler squee!

Hes on sensitive formula now because he was quite fussy on the normal stuff, hes doing a lot better

 

[..katie..]

patrick is smiling...real ones! theyre rare though...2 or 3 a day.

 

[ashiozz]

yayyy ... im sure they light his face up =)