It is starting to set in!!! I'm really nervous and worrried about everything!!!! It's just going over and over through my head. I have gotten a call from the hospital & the docs office telling me stuff that I think it just makes me that much more nervous!!!!
First thing is that surgery is scheduled for 4pm and I'm not suppose to eat or drink anything all day!!!!!! I know that's going to be rough!!!! But I know I have to do!!! I'd hate for them to tell me they can't do it cause I drank water!!!! And being he last one on the docs list I hope doesn't mean that he's going to want yo hurry and get it done and over with to go home (I hope that's not the case) and I'm sure he will probably b gone by the time I wake up. So I've written a list of questions to ask before I go under!!!
The other thing is that while I was talking to the nurse and she worried me. I thought I was going to cry while on the phone.
She said that it looked like my left side was completly blocked and it might be inside so not to read into it but that he would try his best?!?!?!? So basicly I understood it's completly blocked and there is nothing we can do toward that!!!! Oh I'm just hoping that's not the case!!!
Finally I have a follow up appointment on nov 1st to discuss the next steps!!!! Oh I'm praying for my BFP for December!!!! Lord knows that is my only Christmas wish!!!!
Well ladies say a little prayer for me and the doc. That the Lord be the one to move his hands and get everything cleared up!!!!
First thing is that surgery is scheduled for 4pm and I'm not suppose to eat or drink anything all day!!!!!! I know that's going to be rough!!!! But I know I have to do!!! I'd hate for them to tell me they can't do it cause I drank water!!!! And being he last one on the docs list I hope doesn't mean that he's going to want yo hurry and get it done and over with to go home (I hope that's not the case) and I'm sure he will probably b gone by the time I wake up. So I've written a list of questions to ask before I go under!!!
The other thing is that while I was talking to the nurse and she worried me. I thought I was going to cry while on the phone.

Finally I have a follow up appointment on nov 1st to discuss the next steps!!!! Oh I'm praying for my BFP for December!!!! Lord knows that is my only Christmas wish!!!!
Well ladies say a little prayer for me and the doc. That the Lord be the one to move his hands and get everything cleared up!!!!
