Younglutonmum
Mummy To Maya & Bump
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I know i've had a moan about this before but recently the intensity of these feelings has been overwhelming
My fear of never meeting another man & having another LO is just getting so bad. It's now got to the point where i'm regulary crying myself to sleep over it
I know i'm young & I have every chance of meeting someone but when you feel as fat & frumpy as I do you kind of lose hope
Tonight I was feeding my little girl & she was looking up at me with such love in her eyes & it killed to think I may not get to do this with another LO. I know I should be grateful that i've been blessed with one beautiful, healthy daughter & that the TTC ladies on here would give anything for this oppertunity but I can't help these feelings. I keep thinking back to my first day with Maya & how the MW stripped her off & out her down my top. I was gazing down at my little angel all snuggled into me & that feeling was amazing. I want that again but this time with a loving partner by my side telling me how proud he is
I wanted a little family not to be a single mum at 20 living with her mum
Im really not coping with these feelings
My fear of never meeting another man & having another LO is just getting so bad. It's now got to the point where i'm regulary crying myself to sleep over it
I know i'm young & I have every chance of meeting someone but when you feel as fat & frumpy as I do you kind of lose hope
Tonight I was feeding my little girl & she was looking up at me with such love in her eyes & it killed to think I may not get to do this with another LO. I know I should be grateful that i've been blessed with one beautiful, healthy daughter & that the TTC ladies on here would give anything for this oppertunity but I can't help these feelings. I keep thinking back to my first day with Maya & how the MW stripped her off & out her down my top. I was gazing down at my little angel all snuggled into me & that feeling was amazing. I want that again but this time with a loving partner by my side telling me how proud he is
I wanted a little family not to be a single mum at 20 living with her mum
Im really not coping with these feelings