Lonley nights

[babydue2011]

LO is not here yet. its been 7-8 months of being single. some days are better than others. but today/tonight just has been so lonley. only my thoughts, thoughts are never good when you have nobody to talk to. no friends. nobody. i just feel so blah and angry still. i want to yell at my ex more but theres really nothing else to say. i want to be strong. i dont want him back but its hard being so lonely. not even a girl friend to talk to. plus October 24th is my birthday and would have been our 4 yr annivesary. i try not to think but the pain is still here. oh and to top things off, he has had a new gf since June and now says he loves her.

just needed a vent ....

 

[mamashakesit]

Hugs dear..it's very lonely when you are alone and pregnant. Try to occupy your time; stay busy. Soon you will relish what little time you have alone. When I was feeling really lonely like that, I'd try to take a little 2 block walk. It got me out of the house, sometimes I'd run into a neighbor and be forced to have human interaction and sometimes it would turn into an hour-long walk and I'd get some good exercise. Or I'd even just run to the store for TP or whatever little thing I needed. It's amazing how the slightest bit of socializing can turn your day around.

 

[babydue2011]

thank you. i didnt think of doing that... usually when im blah/feeling down, i just wanna lay in bed but that sure doesnt help haha. cant wait for LO to get here. but till then i need to keep my spirits up.

 

[teal]

xx

 

[Laura2919]

I'm sorry your feeling like this. Try and fight through these feelings because one day you wont be alone and you will feel happy like your supposed to

 

[jessrabbit]

I feel your pain, I tend to go for a drive will seems to act like meditation for me, or go and get some, do window shopping, anything to get out of the house.

Then I try and remember that I am not alone as I have a LO inside me, sometimes I talk to him. I know its hard, but will we get through it somehow x