LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[butterflywolf]

I don't see anything butterfly - are your cycles back snide having Claire ? When do you plan to ttc again! Hehe

I had two cycles so far this would be my third, but AF no where to be found. If she doesn't come by end of Jan I'll call my doctor to see what's up. We originally where going to try Jan/Feb but for money wise it'd be wiser for us to wait until May ish that way the next baby comes 2015 (then we really wouldn't have to pay much out of pocket).

 

[barbikins]

It looks as dark as yesterday to me. But it's much darker than 11dpo and that's what counts given the doubling every 48 hours. Why not go to a walk in tomorrow or today to ease your mind?

Yeah you're right ..... Maybe I will go to walk in tomorrow - but it's only really worth it if they will give me two lab requisitions so I can know that it doubling ....

A walk-in will ask you back in 48 hours later.
I've been there/done that

 

[natjenson]

Yaye immmmm baaaaaaaaack....

Gawsh my iPad charger broke right out of its socket...grrrr lol...
Has pete nip into the apple store on his way home from work today to go and get me a new one...
Wow ladies I have missed you all sooo much.

Meg did you test again today Hun....I think your tests look great btw.
I get why you may be worrying but I have never seen a chem with lines las dark as that,

Whitfield welcome Hun...yep I second what meggy says...you in good company here.
Good luck with your new round of clomid Hun and keep us updated ...

Barbs...how are you?....good I hopes.

Becky...awe your first Xmas with Harrison...they are too cute at Xmas time eh.lol...
I hope he enjoyed it.

Well ladies...I have no idea what dpo I am...lol...hahaha class!....I love it.
Being off line has been a nightmare but has taught me a valid lesson...don't relay on your iPad! Lol...
Even my ff hasn't been updated yet...luckily I did hot everything down.

My test day is coming right I hope I can join you meg.

Butterflywolf...sorry to hear you have a few financial goings on and that means joining us will be even more delayed....but I love that you stalk us and "cheer lead" us all on...
How did yur Xmas go by the way?

Hope to be back on again later ladies...have a hungry monster demanding yet more chocolate here lol


Natalie xxx

 

[Petzy]

Nat I emailed you glad to see you and that you had a good Xmas!! Xo


Ok here's my progression

It's going to be a long 6 day wait until my clinic opens on Thursday !Nat you will have to entertain me with your tests haha

Barb - walk in clinics don't usually do double testing for some reason. My friend had to beg for Even one hcg and they refused another ... You are lucky! I will just wait for One though ... It's same day results so much faster

 

[butterflywolf]

Butterflywolf...sorry to hear you have a few financial goings on and that means joining us will be even more delayed....but I love that you stalk us and "cheer lead" us all on...
How did yur Xmas go by the way?

Natalie xxx

Sorry to hear about your charger. And I know I shouldn't have laughed but I did. I can see that happening to me cause that's usually my type of luck when it comes to anything electronic.
I will always cheer you ladies on since I just felt close to you ladies knowing I wasn't the only one that went through things so to speak. And all of you are so nice! I may not always get on to read every day but I try to a few times a week to try to stay updated. Though this past month been too busy to be on as much.
And it does suck that I can't join you ladies again until a little bit later but that's all right. It is what it is. Until then I'll keep on rooting and hope that all you ladies have your BFP by the time I fully join back.
Christmas went awesome. Claire tried opening a few gifts though ended up more wanting to eat the paper until I got the toy out of the box. Then she played with the toy. XD We got her My Pal Violet and I love that toy! Did not know you could customize it to say her name, favorite color/animal/etc. and you can choose which songs it plays. Just wow. Technology really has come a long way since I was a little girl!
How was your Christmas?


@Petzy: That line looks very lovely dear!

 

[barbikins]

I don't see anything butterfly - are your cycles back snide having Claire ? When do you plan to ttc again! Hehe

I had two cycles so far this would be my third, but AF no where to be found. If she doesn't come by end of Jan I'll call my doctor to see what's up. We originally where going to try Jan/Feb but for money wise it'd be wiser for us to wait until May ish that way the next baby comes 2015 (then we really wouldn't have to pay much out of pocket).

When did you have Claire again?
You tested & bfn eh?
Are you breast feeding? That could delay your period?

 

[barbikins]

Whitfield welcome indeed!
How long have you been TTC?

Nat, welcome back I also emailed you.
Some times its good not to know your CD though right? Have you been less obsessed? When's your test date? Wouldn't it be awesome if both of you got it in December? OMG. Or was it predicted it'd be January??? With me?

I'm sat here eating sushi at my work desk. Enjoying the bit of silence I've had in a week. I'm kinda dying. I am a creature who needs her own space & silence & having the kiddo around, she's not been very quiet. Except for when she was sleeping LOL
Anyway I just need this time. Ahhhhh. I'll have to leave soon for the grocery store. We have guests coming at 3pm!

Speaking of Chocolate, the last two days I"ve gone on a major chocolate binge!

 

[Petzy]

Barb I loveeeeeee the new ticker!!!! XO

 

[natjenson]

Hiya barbs ...I love your siggi by the way...Yaye the countdown is on!...

Still havnt checked out my dpo status yet lol...had to have a mad dash to the vets over the course of Xmas...my cat dizzee...left a "little parcel" at the front door (which I flipped right out over!) but whilst cleaning it it I found he had been bleeding quite a lot from the back end so on xmAs Eve I had to find an emergency vet that was actually open to get him seen to...he is now on antibiotics and some sort of paste that I have to pin him down and administer the injections....not good when you own the most visions cat IN THE WORLD lol...not fun at all! Lol
So earlier I had to make another mad dash to the vets as they wanted to see him again and getting across the moors in an a hour was a nightmare.
Traffic is horrendous!....flaming sales eh lol.

Barbs I think it is great that you are getting back into your blogging again...I love reading your updates...
to feeling hopeless....come on love ...you da queen here....you can do it Hun...we will pick you back up...
And Yaye to getting some peace and quiet at last...Sometimes I wish I worked...so I can have "time out"
Being a mom is fantastic but it's all too easy to forget "yourself"


Butterfly wolf...thankyou love...yes we all love having you sticking with our journeys...your a great gal.
Lovely that baby Claire loved her Xmas paper.lol...sooo sweet.

Meggy...wowzers...your tests...that is GREAT progression..that frer will explod with hgc if there was anymore lol...
I'm sorry your in the "shit street " with your clinics situation...that sux...but it's like you said...going to clinic or not won't affect the outcome of the pregancy...
You just enjoy your holidays Hun...and soak it all up...get your feets up and have snuggles with hubby...btw I hope is ok now and his ear infection is on the mend...I too get ALOT of them and it's no fun at all....I think I have ear infections one straight after the other for 4 years now ...can be quite painfull sometimes...but I have to roll with it.le sigh...
Come to think of it ..li hope that's not affecting my ttc chances....,may have to bring that up at the doctors apt this January if it's a bfn.

But I will be gracing you with my tests as soon as I work out what dpo I am.lol...
Symptoms are ......NADA!......Yaye
No sore bbs....no grouchiness...no nightsweats....no breakouts....no stupid peanut butter cravings lol...
So far nothing.
Sounds good to me so far.

Ahh I am sat here with my voice gone...I don't actually feel too great...I have burnt myself out over the Xmas...btw we had a great one too.

So anyways I will be back on again soon to tell you my update on my cycle and inform of the dpo status lol...
Take care ladies.

Natalie xxx

 

[Petzy]

Hey Nat! Sorry to hear your kitty is sick. Hope she is better soon xx

And ihave decided no symptoms is the best sign because I had ZERO!! So that is my new thing. No symptoms is a symptom and symptoms mean I am not pregnant LOLLL.

Xoxoxo

 

[natjenson]

Hehe I like that theory meg...it makes lots of sense...hopefully this my case here in the uk.

Do you have any symtoms now yet tho....like has the bbs kicked in yet?...

Natalie xxx

 

[natjenson]

Ok...I'm 7 dpo...I'm triphasic too.
But I have learnt that can mean ABSOLUTLEY nothing lol

So let's see how the next 9 days pan out then shall we lol...
Bring on teusday...test day test day!

Natalie xxx

 

[nimbec]

Hi Lovely ladies

Meg I have to say that progression is amazing!!! did you go into a walk in? I can't believe they are still closed...grrr i'm sure you will be just fine tho hun even though i know me saying that doesn't help i totally understand the fear you are feeling....

Barbs I LOVE the new ticker hehe final countdown, its completley normal to be feeling deflated there is soooo much waiting & hype that when it actually comes to starting you hardly dare be excited or hopeful for complete fear that you will be devestated it it doesn't work - well thats how i felt anyway luckily i was pg at my apointment but please try and stay positive i'm sure it will hep if you can. Do you do any reflexology? I know you have had accupuncture but they say reflexology is great for relaxing the inner part of you....just a thought!

Nat so glad to see you back! Was worrying! and great that you where unaware of dpo sometimes that makes time go faster! so what day are you testing hun?

butterfly i don't see anything either hun, it's lovely that you still read the posts and i really hope you can join us soon

whig how are you feeling? Do you get side effects from the clomid?

As for me ladies my body i fear is playing a cruel trick on me, as i've said i can have a LH surge with no actual ovulation with my conditio HOWEVER i have had the most blazing positive i think i've ever had.....what a teese!!! So now i'm hoping that maybe just maybe there is a slim chance i may 0.....so let the BD commence haha lol i came running down the stairs waiving a pee stick at the other half - naturally as a typical man he instantly thought i was pregnant PMSL even tho it was completley the wrong time but hey h when i explained he was like oh ok suppose we better do it tonight then.....errrrr yes! Anyhow i'm sure i'll be in for a big letdown as no temp shift in the following few days and a blood test in 7 days will confirm but i'm clinging on to a slim bit of hope LOL!! Good news is that either way this means i shouldn't get the witch on my wedding day YAY!!!!!!!

xxx

 

[natjenson]

Yaye Becky
Jump on him...drag him to bed...get in that sack of wonders lol

But to be sure have you done a hpt? ...I know I would he he...

Natalie xxx

 

[nimbec]

hehe Nat the thought did cross my mind but it wouldn't be possible with date of last bleed etc belive me i love to POAS lol!!!!

great news on being triphasic....when is test day?

i'll wait to see if i actually 0 and if i do i'll see if i can wait till 12/13dpo ....

 

[natjenson]

I see mommaplus just got her bfp on 6dpo...

Natalie xxx

 

[natjenson]

hehe Nat the thought did cross my mind but it wouldn't be possible with date of last bleed etc belive me i love to POAS lol!!!!

great news on being triphasic....when is test day?

i'll wait to see if i actually 0 and if i do i'll see if i can wait till 12/13dpo ....

Lol...test day is New Year's Eve...and New Years morning...just incase ff put me a day in front as I suspect.

Natalie xxx

 

[nimbec]

Congrats to mommaplus blimey that is super early!

eek hopefully a great start to the new year for you Nat!!

 

[natjenson]

I hope so too Becky.

Natalie xxx

 

[butterflywolf]

When did you have Claire again?
You tested & bfn eh?
Are you breast feeding? That could delay your period?

Aug 2nd, 2013. And bfn and I think AF will finally be here tomorrow or Sunday finally got some nasty AF cramps last night that woke me -_- And sadly no, I had to stop at around 2 months (found out I had retained placenta but had given up since I could not increase my supply so ended up being too late to go back but I did what I could).