LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[wannabemummyb]

Thats definately darker! Fx

 

[butterflywolf]

*nods* I'm going to back away from the tests I'm hiding my thermometer and just going to wait until blood work.

 

[wannabemummyb]

Good plan hun, you will only drive yourself crazy x

 

[nimbec]

That looks much better!! I agree hide everything and try to distract yourself with Claire fx Hun!! X

 

[mowat]

Wishing you luck---looks pretty good from here!

 

[barbikins]

Glad to hear your Progesterone is at a good number!
Yes, that line is getting better! When do you get bloods today - did you already draw bloods? I'll be waiting for an update! Hope this is it!

Becky, wow - were you breast feeding? OR are you still? Any explanation why you have had periods so random? I'm asking about BF because I believe that can do it.

 

[nimbec]

Hi Barbs I did breast feed but only for 16weeks because we then realised Harrison was lactose intollerant so my boobs where making him poorly I LOVED it!! It's really important that you have a great support network so that when it gets hard you have help at hand - as sometimes you get latching probs etc and is easy at your tiredeat to give up but I battled through and then found it easy!

As for my lack if periods I've never had regular ones unless on medication. I don't o without and my body doesn't really understand how to be normal lol! Hence my ttc struggle. It's a yr this month that I have been trying for bubba num 2 and that's included several rounds of clomid etc getting a bit upset now lol!

Hey ho! I have 3 injectibles rounds coming up with trigger so last attempt before IVF is out next step. Not sure if we can afford it tho, having said that it's much cheaper out in Spain where we are currently so maybe that would be an option!

How are u feeling now? Any bump pics? Bet u are glowing! Xx

 

[butterflywolf]

Bloods where taken 40 mins ago. Should hopefully have results in about 3 1/2 hours 6 hours at most. Going to distract myself as much as I can hoping for these hours to go by swiftly.

 

[wannabemummyb]

Fingers crossed butterfly x

 

[butterflywolf]

Not looking good. Monday 20.8 and Weds (today) 28.5

 

[nimbec]

Oh Hun you never know it could be a slow riser... I hope so for you but I understand your negativity (((hugs))) are you having a 3rd draw? What dpo are u now Hun? Xxx

 

[butterflywolf]

15 dpo today. And Nurse Kelly will call me back tomorrow after talking with my doctor. More than likely I'll have a third draw on Friday. But I just don't think...Honestly I'm doing all right for now. Just for now. I know I'll be crying my eyes out though when I lay my head down tonight.

 

[barbikins]

Hi Barbs I did breast feed but only for 16weeks because we then realised Harrison was lactose intollerant so my boobs where making him poorly I LOVED it!! It's really important that you have a great support network so that when it gets hard you have help at hand - as sometimes you get latching probs etc and is easy at your tiredeat to give up but I battled through and then found it easy!

As for my lack if periods I've never had regular ones unless on medication. I don't o without and my body doesn't really understand how to be normal lol! Hence my ttc struggle. It's a yr this month that I have been trying for bubba num 2 and that's included several rounds of clomid etc getting a bit upset now lol!

Hey ho! I have 3 injectibles rounds coming up with trigger so last attempt before IVF is out next step. Not sure if we can afford it tho, having said that it's much cheaper out in Spain where we are currently so maybe that would be an option!

How are u feeling now? Any bump pics? Bet u are glowing! Xx

Hey Becky, you can get some photos & an u/s image from today from my blog.
https://rainbowbabymaker.wordpress.com/

I'm sorry you had to stop breast feeding. This happens some times.
Did you need to switch to Soy formula?

What is the injectables you'll be doing? Is it with IUI or Natural BD?

 

[barbikins]

butterfly, I'm so sorry hun. My heart breaks for you.
I hope they will try to figure out why the pregnancy isn't progressing.
Two Chemicals, there has to be an answer??? xoxoxox

 

[nimbec]

Thanks Barbs i LOVE reading your blog and i'm so pleased to see your scan pic!! YAY!!! As you say i will look forward to seeing the pic of you holding your baby

I have to telephone the clinic on Monday when i'm home to pick up injectibles and organise a scan. Then it will all commence haha here we go again la di da. The injectibles are FSH and something else ...the name has gone out of my head but i have it written down. We are trying natural as tubes are open/hubbys swimmers are fine and they have said iui won't be a whole lot better for me than actual BD. The next step after this is IVF. I may yet chicken out and do one last monitored clomid round rather than injectibles one last time as i'm really nervous about the side effects esp as the clomid makes me weird enough lol!!

Butterfly i'm so sorry hun UGH how awful i agree with Barbs hopefully they can look into why......and thinking positive you got your positive twice in 4 cycles so if they can work out why you should be well away! I so hope that you don't need to do this tho and your 3rd betas are better (((((((hugs)))))))

 

[barbikins]

I hear ya bout wanting to avoid having to cough up the money for IVF. I went down that route & am so blessed we had the opportunity but it was a lot of money!
I tried hard to avoid it too & try everything else first. So I totally understand.
I'm glad everything else is in order....so it's just hormonal. I hope they can help you FX

 

[nimbec]

Thanks hun!! I also feel that as we have one beautiful boy that the huge expense maybe not quite as justified - i wouldn't hesitate if we didn't have Harrison! BUT ask me in three cycles when it hasn't worked lol!!!

 

[butterflywolf]

I decided I did not want to do another blood draw today. Going to see how the next few days go. I'm not hopeful but we'll see. Kelly (my nurse) is all right with my plan on keeping in touch with them and if I don't bleed by Tuesday/Weds. We'll do another draw and go from there.

 

[nimbec]

Oh Hun fx for you! Thinking of you xxx

 

[nimbec]

Butterfly how are you feeling? Any thoughts are you feeling at all positive?

Well AF came today on her own which was nice means I call clinic tomorrow and I do a monitored clomid round - was going to do injectibles but the witch turned up unannounced and this means I haven't got what I need so fx this round does it. I will also do the trigger shot which I haven't done before.

Can't decide whether to temp or not I have previously been religious but seeing as they are scanning and injecting to release egg I guess I don't need too?

How is everyone else?

Barbs time is flying!!!!!!

Xx