LTTTC is turning me into a crazy person

[Amandamb1108]

as the title says ltttc is turning me into a crazy woman. so I'm sitting at a red light and i see what looks like a homeless girl holding a sign asking for money an she looked to be about 6 months pregnant and my first thought is to pull over, give her my number and tell her i would give her 10k if i could adopt her baby! so i pulled into the parking lot behind where she was standing and dug through the center console for a pen fortunately i couldn't find one an came to my senses while looking an realized she would probably turn me in to the police for trying to buy a baby. but i seriously have to stop myself from asking every young pregnant girl i see if i can have her baby. its a cruel joke to see all these teenagers that had a one night stand and get pregnant but people who have been in long term committed relationships can't.

Anyone else out there turning into a crazy person like i am?

 

[Princess Lou]

Hi.

I can see where you are coming from but I'm not yet at the stage where I want all babies I see. I say yet, not sure how much longer it will be before I get there though.

Not sure what to say other than you're not on your own. I'm sure there are plenty of women on here that have done crazy things.

X

 

[zanDark]

I think we all get a little bit crazy after a while

I spent a couple of hours last night wondering if my SIL would offer to have me adopt her baby if she gets pregnant again (she doesn't want more kids) and how that would be for all of us, if we would tell the child etc

LTTTC messes with your brain

 

[Wanting2BMom]

OMG I can totally understand where you are and feel the same. I dont understand how some people can just open their legs and get pregnant so EASY I just want to !!!!!!!!!!! I told my friend that I feel like I am going bananas becasue it is all I think about sometimes all day long and I know that is not good but it has continiued to occupy my mind and thoughts.

 

[NellyVille]

I think we all go a little crazy. It's horrible to want something so badly and feel like you're never going to get it. XXXX

 

[Wanting2BMom]

Right now I am really emotional I get the feeling that is on her way and I.....JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Amandamb1108]

Im on my 4th round of clomid, 3rd dose today, since my miscarriage in at the end of june an nothing so far. I'm not quite sure i can put myself through another two cycles. i beginning to think i should just give up for awhile an let my mind relax instead of thinking about getting pregnant again all the time

 

[rosebud_01_99]

i know what you mean, im 16yrs ttc and it dosnt get any easier, i was at the cinema the last day and a woman had a 3-4month old baby in , she started to cry so the mum stood up to take her out, i had a urge to jump up and offer to take her out for her just so i culd nurse a baby for a while, lucky i didnt coz i prob would off been reported as well lol, but it just brought a wave of sadness over me. rosebud

 

[NellyVille]

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