Mrskg
5mc's & PARL x
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Sorry ladies needed a vent! I am currently going through a chemical pregnancy which from what I'm lead to believe is a very early miscarriage x try telling my friend that x she has been with me through my whole journey and saw the bfp's last wk for herself x I wasn't
as tests were really faint and I just had a feeling things were not right x I was also getting bfn on some tests x on fri night I started cramping really bad then bleeding heavy nothing like my normal af so yest morning (my 35th birthday) I called epu who said it is more than likely a bio chemical pregnancy I was more worried that it was connected to mmc in july but they have assured me it's just "another" one of these things x
So this morn in tried to go to work as I am a community carer calling off at 7am is just not an option so I dragged myself to my first call I was in agony and crying I had to tell my workmate what was wrong and she called our boss to get the rest of my work covered x fast forward to this aft my friend called me to say my workmate had called her to see how I was x my friend asked me why I had said I was having a miscarriage??? I told her that's what's a chemical pregnancy is she has made me feel like I am a fraud x she seems to think it just a late af I've tried telling her I would not have had positive tests if there was no hcg so there was a pregnancy but unfortunately it didn't stick an that this is def no normal af so i know something else is going in how can she
be so insensitive
I didn't want to tell anyone this time as I don't know if I can handle anymore sympathy feel like I've just got over everyone looking at me with sympathy after mmc in July but you'd thinks my best friend would have more
understanding!
![Happy Dance :happydance: :happydance:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/happydance2.gif)
So this morn in tried to go to work as I am a community carer calling off at 7am is just not an option so I dragged myself to my first call I was in agony and crying I had to tell my workmate what was wrong and she called our boss to get the rest of my work covered x fast forward to this aft my friend called me to say my workmate had called her to see how I was x my friend asked me why I had said I was having a miscarriage??? I told her that's what's a chemical pregnancy is she has made me feel like I am a fraud x she seems to think it just a late af I've tried telling her I would not have had positive tests if there was no hcg so there was a pregnancy but unfortunately it didn't stick an that this is def no normal af so i know something else is going in how can she
be so insensitive
![Cry :cry: :cry:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/cry.gif)
I didn't want to tell anyone this time as I don't know if I can handle anymore sympathy feel like I've just got over everyone looking at me with sympathy after mmc in July but you'd thinks my best friend would have more
understanding!