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[Wishing1010]

AF is pissing me off. I'm cramping but hasn't showed up. My temp dropped even more. Now FF is confused and took my crosshairs away.
If AF shows today then my crosshairs will be back. I hate being in limbo!

Is this your first cycle since loss?

 

[jmandrews]

Yes and I assume that is why.

This cramps are pretty strong so I will be shocked if AF doesn't show sometime today.

 

[Wishing1010]

Yes and I assume that is why.

This cramps are pretty strong so I will be shocked if AF doesn't show sometime today.

Yeah I'm very sorry for your loss and it does take a bit get your body back to normal. I hope it comes soon so you can move forward

 

[Leinzlove]

JMAndrews: I'm sorry hun! May AF hurry up and clean you out... This next cycle will bring you your rainbow bean.

Wishing: I'm so excited. Nice rise.

 

[Soanxious]

can my name be removed on bfp please...

thanks everyone x

 

[Leinzlove]

NOOOOOO! Soanxious! I hate hearing this. I'm so sorry!

 

[Button#]

JM we might have CD1 the same day, I'm still spotting and getting BFNs so hope I start AF this weekend too.

 

[Soanxious]

I gotta tell OH and I dont want to.. he is on top of world today.. he had job interview at 11am when I started bleeding so not told him..and he just rang to say job is his...

I cant ruin his day

 

[jmandrews]

Aw soanxious my heart breaks for you I am so sorry for your loss. Hoping u can get your forever rainbow soon. Congrats to your DH.


Thanks ladies! You all are awesome support! AF must have heard you all because she is here!!! I am excited to get started on this cycle! This has to be it! FX'd!

 

[Soanxious]

Thanks hun.. im really hoping this is your cycle xxx

 

[GingerPanda]

Today is day 7 of AF. She's only supposed to last 5 days. I also have bad cramps today, but they're cramps like I get in early pregnancy, not AF. Weird. So much blood, though, so definitely AF.

She lasted 12 days last time. Maybe the last miscarriage really screwed me up. Or maybe it's the Metformin.

 

[Wishing1010]

I'm sorry you have to give DH bad news, Soanxious. It wouldn't hurt to wait another day if you want to. He'll understand either way

Well, JM, now you can look forward to O and BD

 

[confuzion]

JM - first cycle after miscarriage has always been a little wacky for me. Hopefully things will regulate now just in time to conceive that rainbow

GP - What in the world is causing your long as heck AFs? You must build one heck of a lining lol.

Soanxious - I don't even know what to say. Are you sure this is a loss? I know you're bleeding, but that could happen in early pregnancy. Are your tests showing negative or lighter? I'm so sorry you're going through this hon. I say tell your OH. I know you don't want to ruin his day, but you guys need to get through this together. No reason you should grieve on your own .

 

[Squig34]

JM - glad to hear AF has finally showed so you can get on with this cycle and make a baby! FX!

so anxious

GP - what a nightmare I should really know from reading your journal, but have you ever been checked for endometriosis? Cos that's what painful, heavy periods would make me think. Or, was AF late this cycle?

Question for you ladies: how long after your losses did you continue to test positive, and did the tests get progressively lighter or just stay the same until you got fed up testing? I test positive for a long time (6 weeks once! Then I got blood taken which showed my levels were consistent with the m/c I'd had, but the test was still mid-dark! I stopped testing once I got the blood test though so I don't know how long it might otherwise have dragged on for). Thanks

 

[GingerPanda]

No, I've never been checked for endo. I have an aunt who has it. I've had many ultrasounds, and no one has ever thought about me having endo. I'm thinking this is just because of the miscarriage and the Metformin. AF was actually early this cycle.

 

[Soanxious]

Thanks all.. we had a lovely meal out to celebrate new job... when I came home I had a bath.. he wandered in bathroom and caught me crying.. and bleeding... he's so lovely.. he said why didnt you tell me.. I said I didnt want to ruin your day..



we are off to cornwall in the morning.. im hoping im not bleeding so heavy that it ruins my weekend.. im gonna try my best to push on through... with strong painkillers x

Pain started tonight around 9pm x

 

[Wishing1010]

So very sorry Hun. I'm glad DH knows now, he can support uoi throughout this difficult time. I hope you are still able to enjoy your trip!

 

[GingerPanda]

 

[Leinzlove]

Breaks my heart Soanxious! I'm glad he knows, also. It's good for you to have a rock. I hope you can still enjoy your trip.

 

[Button#]

Hope you enjoy Cornwall Soanxious.