Hi Ladies,
well i guess i belong to this club
Found out I was pregnant saturday ( 2 tests that day and one on sunday). Have my doc appointment on tuesday, so waiting for confirmation. but sure looks like I'm preggers.
On the sunday i took the clear blue with the indicator - it read pregnant, 3+ weeks, which according to their chart the doc might date my pregnancy over 5 weeks. So we'll see what she says. All the pregnancy due date calcator date baby for mar 7 or 9. So i'm about 4-5 weeks
Symptoms: really tired & exhausted, bloated, some period like cramps, peeing A LOT, sensitive boobies, kinda gassy (blush)
and major mood swings. I'm crying over everything
its hard to wrap my head around it. when i saw the first test, i had no idea how to feel. I've wanted a baby for awhile, but we were holding off for the "right time". we had thought about trying last september, but I decided to back to school and my workplace was a little uncertain. But i never went back on birth control, so I had been off it for maybe a year. so even tho we knew there was a chance, it was not planned. this was a suprise.
well so not planned. which i feel bad about. because i didn't know ( i had no idea, altho thinking back the signs were obvious now) i was pregnant, so i wasn't taking care of myself and the little one. I guess i just feel guilt over it and hope that i didn;'t screw up.
I'm kinda scared just because i don't know what the future will hold. I'm scared because of all the sad losses that have happened to others and family and friends close to me. I only want the best for my baby. I could be just over sensitive right now cause of the hormones, but im just worried. and maybe thats why im sort of trying to not get attached, but i cant help it. I am excited too to know that I'll have this life grow within me.
Sorry for my long rant, i think i just have a bunch of different emotionbs running through me - fear, happiness, overwhelmed, excitement, plus all wrapped up in hormones.
thanks for putting up with me
- 27 years old
- first pregnancy
- married 7 years (anniversary yesterday!