I hope the other testers have brought happier news because I got the starkest-whitest BFN you could imagine. I was mentally preparing myself for this but it still sucks.
My guess is that I was getting intense ovulation symptoms. The same thing happened the first time I ovulated after my son's birth. Only then, I was happy to not be pregnant because I didn't want to join the "2 under 1" club without it being twins.
So, I'm guessing I'm actually just at the start of my tww which means my body appears to be returning to the 40 day cycles I had before my latest BFP. I guess that is just my normal. Good thing we've been keeping up the BD'ing so I should still be "in it" this cycle.
I still plan on testing once a week until AF arrives as I am not confident what my body is doing.