March/April BFP's who's going for it!! NEW LADIES COME JOIN IN!!

[Mariahs Mom]

I deffo see something. FX'd its the start of your bfp x

What time is your scan? Still having the severe back pain?

 

[Unexpected212]

It's at 1.45pm tommorow. Yeah still got bad back pain. They are gonna test my urine incase it's another kidney infection. Had a couple of those recentley.

My nausea has gone completely so I'm quite worried but all I can do is keep my fingers crossed and wait for tommorow.

 

[Mariahs Mom]

It's at 1.45pm tommorow. Yeah still got bad back pain. They are gonna test my urine incase it's another kidney infection. Had a couple of those recentley.

My nausea has gone completely so I'm quite worried but all I can do is keep my fingers crossed and wait for tommorow.

Yes just keep your Fx'd. It's not to assume the worst, so I understand your worry...well I have my Fx'd for you and I hope everything is fine with the baby!

 

[garfie]

Hi Ladies

Unexpected - Good luck hun at your scan

Brunette - Hope the line gets darker for you hun

Sailor - Welcome back

Kat - How's life treating you?

Eye - Maybe you did miss it hun - perhaps the last OPK you did the wee was so weak - or have you been testing twice daily as recommended? in which case it just a case of wait and see what your temps do in the next few days

AFM - Not a lot to report still stalking though



X

 

[Kat S]

Hey, Garfie! Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of the day I found out my baby's heart stopped beating, so I've been dealing with memories and sadness. Anniversaries like that are so hard. I'm just glad I got my period yesterday and not on the anniversary. That would have just added insult to injury.

Hope you are well

 

[Unexpected212]

Kat - Thinking of you at this hard time. I keep everything crossed for you that you get a BFP soon.

Theres nothing I can say to make it any better or easier but I'm thinking of you xxx

 

[Kat S]

 

[Mariahs Mom]

I love it...I think abt my little girl all the time. I feel guilty sometimes knowing that I'm pregnant. I don't want it to seem like I'm replacing her...

There's a quote that sums up how I feel everyday!
"Losing a child is like losing your soul. You may put on a front for the world, but inside, you are dying"...



Last Monday was my daughters "due date", so I know tomorrow is going to be rough

 

[eyemom]

Garfie, yeah I've been doing em at least twice a day this time, sometimes three! Night before last I think I did two and it was suuuuper negative, like the test line was barely even detectable (once my urine was too dilute, so I did it again to be sure). Then that night was the cramping followed by bleeding. Yesterday morning, after what happened, I did do an OPK but it was with FMU (I wasn't going to be around for mid-morning). It was still negative, but darker, enough that I thought it was going to turn positive soon. Then it was around 8 pm when I got to do it again and it was very, very positive. So I mean if I surged in the 12 hours between testing, it was still after the cramping/bleeding and I still may have ovulated within just a few hours of the surge?? So confusing.

Brunette, I can't see it, but seems I'm in the minority, so yay. Maybe it's just my monitor. I hope in the coming days it just gets darker and darker!

Kat, that image is just so true. It comes and it goes, no matter how much time passes, and sometimes it hits hard out of nowhere. I'm glad if you had to get AF, the timing wasn't too cruel. I did get AF on the anniversary of my miscarriage and it was pretty upsetting...felt just too cruel. I managed by taking DD and going shopping out of town. Ran into my parents there so at least I kept myself distracted. Then I came home and made cupcakes and lit a "birthday" candle. I don't know, I deal in weird ways maybe. You'll be in my thoughts and I'll be praying that you can feel at least some sense of peace in your heart.

Mariah You can't replace her, but you can still find joy in life's blessings.

 

[garfie]

Kat - Anniversaries are so hard - sending you BIG nothing I can say will make it any easier



X

 

[Left wonderin]

Kat my thoughts will be with you tommrow , anniversaries are so hard but so important . Make sure and look after yourself , be kind to yourself no matter how you remember your LO xxxxxxx

 

[bridget021182]

KUP on your scan. FX for you.

AFM...I didnt temp at the same time today, I overslept which shows a jump in my temp. I tested on OPK and there is a faint line....I know its still neg till the line is there on OPK. EWCM today and my CP has risen (much harder to reach) much softer and feels open.

 

[bridget021182]

here is my opk from today
https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test222579

 

[Starry Night]

Kat - Thinking of you! Anniversaries are so tough. Be kind to yourself. Take time to be sad but also take time to cheer yourself up again.

Unexpected - I understand the fear but try to hope for the best. Good luck with your scan!

brunette - I thought I saw something but it's hard to say. Keep testing and good luck!

 

[brunettebimbo]

Bridget keep testing.

Unexpected thinking of you today

Tested this morning. Still no darker so must be crap tests!
https://i253.photobucket.com/albums/hh70/kjordanj/FC67FDAA-6064-4C8D-AFA0-E28113E7EB08_zps6c9xgjfj.jpg

 

[Laelani]

Thinking of you Kat at this difficult time

 

[Kat S]

Thank you all for your support and kind words on this sad day. I know you guys have either been through it or will be. You are the only people who know what I'm feeling.

 

[eyemom]

Kat my heart goes out to you.

 

[garfie]

Kat - That is so beautiful - I always light my 5 candles on anniversaries (no one else remembers)

Hope you find strength from today hun and the next time you cry will be tears of joy



X

 

[Mariahs Mom]

Good luck with your scan today Unexpected!!!!

Kat- my heart goes out to you