Well, here's the update on me. 13 dpo and 
If not for my BFN on 11 dpo, I really would have had my hopes up. Yesterday and today, I've had a weird soreness in my bbs like deeper past my nipples. It kind of felt like when I was young and they were just starting to develop. And nipples are still somewhat sensitive (though past cycles have proved that that doesn't necessarily mean anything...but this cycle was different in that this turned up late in my LP instead of earlier on after ov). Also I often have insomnia in my LP, but with that I wake up like 3-4 am. Last couple days or so, I've woken up about an hour before my alarm, which happened with my pregnancies. Also I still have high temps; today would have been higher if not for waking up so early. If I put the temp in an adjuster (I know, not exact science), it's as high as my highest temp this cycle. I've been having weird dreams last couple of nights too. So it's always hard not to hope a little (I was still hoping a little), but I might have seriously been bouncing off the walls had I not already seen a BFN to keep myself in check.
Just my body playing tricks again.
I think I've had every symptom in the book at various times (in various cycles), and it has never meant anything, so if I'm ever to see a bfp again, I think it's just going to really surprise me because I won't think anything of symptoms anymore. (haha yeah right like I could ever really make myself stop symptom spotting)
I was really dreading testing this morning...usually I want answers no matter what...but this time I wasn't sure if I could bear to see another BFN. But eh. Right now I'm doing ok. Maybe it'll hit me harder tomorrowish when AF hits.
If not for my BFN on 11 dpo, I really would have had my hopes up. Yesterday and today, I've had a weird soreness in my bbs like deeper past my nipples. It kind of felt like when I was young and they were just starting to develop. And nipples are still somewhat sensitive (though past cycles have proved that that doesn't necessarily mean anything...but this cycle was different in that this turned up late in my LP instead of earlier on after ov). Also I often have insomnia in my LP, but with that I wake up like 3-4 am. Last couple days or so, I've woken up about an hour before my alarm, which happened with my pregnancies. Also I still have high temps; today would have been higher if not for waking up so early. If I put the temp in an adjuster (I know, not exact science), it's as high as my highest temp this cycle. I've been having weird dreams last couple of nights too. So it's always hard not to hope a little (I was still hoping a little), but I might have seriously been bouncing off the walls had I not already seen a BFN to keep myself in check.
Just my body playing tricks again.
I think I've had every symptom in the book at various times (in various cycles), and it has never meant anything, so if I'm ever to see a bfp again, I think it's just going to really surprise me because I won't think anything of symptoms anymore. (haha yeah right like I could ever really make myself stop symptom spotting)I was really dreading testing this morning...usually I want answers no matter what...but this time I wasn't sure if I could bear to see another BFN. But eh. Right now I'm doing ok. Maybe it'll hit me harder tomorrowish when AF hits.
I'm wondering how many more times I can pick myself up and say YES let's try this again! So sick of ttc. But yes in a few days I'll have new hopes. 
a doc once said that by the end of the 7th week the likelihood of a miscarriage goes down significantly because all the chromosomal development and abnormalities have resolved themselves...ugh so many doctors have so many theories! I wish we could a camera on the inside to track the development
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