March/April BFP's who's going for it!! NEW LADIES COME JOIN IN!!

[meggiemay93]

Runner I can't wait either! I wish I could convince my hubby to let me test sooner! Oh well I've been waiting for over 11 months to be prego again so I guess I can wait a little longer.

 

[mowat]

Got a positive OPK this morning so I'm hoping I can still catch that egg when I get off the plane tonight! I emailed my DH and he said he'd warm up with a couple of glasses of scotch. Keeping my fingers crossed, but I'm certainly not going to be counting on success this month.

ESwemba84: I knew I had scarring because my period didn't return after all I had 3 D&Cs last year (yes, all for one pregnancy). I had pain and cramping every month when I thought I should get AF, but nothing happened after many rounds of hormones. Finally the gynecologist did surgery in June and I've been getting a light AF since then. I came down for a second opinion because I just didn't trust that my local doctor had enough experience (I live in a very isolated city). Luckily it looks like my doctor didn't totally wreck my uterus---I'm just hoping the next bean is sticky!

Thanks for all the FXing. Hope we all get our BFPs this month.

 

[Pinkcasi]

Thanks for the sweet words girls, it's been a horrible day today just been crying, couldn't go to work cos the pain was so bad, wasn't half as bad last month!
This is just too much you know I can't do this it's been 3 months post mc that's 3 months of ttc it's nothing really is it, some people try for years so 3 months is nothing but already I'm on the edge of some kind of breakdown, I just can't do it, my whole life is revolving around this because if I don't focus on this it'll all fall apart.
The truth is I have a history of depression and after the mc I thought if ever I was going to crumble that would be the time wouldn't it but I didn't, I held it together because I knew if I fell apart the dr would put me back on meds and my oh would want to wait and I couldn't have that, but the last few months have just been a struggle, my oh lost his job, he's got a new one now but it's early days, I hate my job, my cousin in law's partner is pregnant and someone at work that I hate has just had a baby.
So having a baby at the moment is probably not a good idea I know this but I need it, every month I go without getting pregnant I feel like a total failure, and everyone is just waiting for it to happen, watching to see the signs, if I don't drink the gossip starts, I've quit smoking and the speculation is rife, I wish the world would just disappear.

I'm so sorry I'm a ranting misery I'm just venting

 

[MamaTex]

Hey! I am new. I had my last mc in October at 5 weeks I was hoping for a BFP in December, but instead got a BFN I am still awaiting AF, so I guess there is still a chance for December!

Good luck to everyone!!!!

You and I have similar stories!! I miscarried around October of this year too at around the same time. There is still a chance for December. If not December, then the new year. I would love to start fresh in a new year. 2012 has sucked lol. Nice to have you in the thread. So good to see all these new ladies joining the thread here

meggiemay93: Hope this is it!! Saturday is only days away!!

mowat: Yay on the positive OPK. Catch that egg!!

Pinkcasi: I am sorry you are in a rough patch. I am totally ok with you venting. We all need to vent sometimes. I admire you for holding it together as long as you have because a lot of people would have already cracked under all that stress. I have been struggling with a lot of depression and anxiety since the miscarriage myself. I just want to pause the world so I can have some room to breathe but it just continues to whirl around me. I just feel forgotten and I am sorry you are feeling so bad. Hopefully the day brings you a little bit of comfort

AFM: Not feeling too great but I am home now,so I can relax. Volunteering went well today!! There were a lot more people in the computer lab than last week and I really felt like I was doing something good for people. If I can't carry a baby to term, the least I can do is help others and give back. I have to remember that I am more than a potential mother. I am me and I have purpose in my life that doesn't solely involve being a mother. I would like to be, but if I can't, there are things in life I can do to give my life meaning...Again, sorry everyone. I would like to be positive, but I can't....

 

[Starry Night]

MamaTex - it's really tough to try to combine harsh realism with hope. But sometimes hope IS realistic. Try not to give up just yet even as you keep the possibility of another m/c in mind. 2 of my 3 pregnancies were troubled from the get-go and one ended in the birth of my son. My least eventful pregnancy ended in m/c so a rocky vs smooth start doesn't tell the whole story. I'm glad your doctor is following up with you.

I'm really hoping for the best for you.

Pinkcasi - You're safe to vent with us. We understand how hard TTCaL is and how time seems to go slower than when TTC before a loss. It doesn't help when others are pushing for something you have no control over. But they probably just want to see you happy.

I really hope you get your rainbow soon.

AFM - nothing new to report. I guess it's the tww for my first real AF so I can start TTC again. Doing some baking today.

 

[ESwemba84]

I just got home from my appointment, and I like this doctor a lot. She listened to my concerns, and then went over a bunch of information, including what she wanted to check for. I'm having my day 3 and day 21 hormones tested (I got day 3 done today.....she said it was close enough). She's going to recheck my ultrasound, and wants to see me in a month to see if the pain is still there. For now I guess I'm hunkering down with Advil, and hoping things work themselves out. I had painful cramps and a bit of bright red CM before I left for my appointment and was feeling really upset about it, so I'm glad I atleast had a good experience there.

She did say as I was leaving that I need to try to lose weight (i'm 236 and 5'8") and quit smoking, two things I've struggled with since the D&C. Needless to say I was pissed she said anything, because I know what I'm supposed to be doing. But then came to terms with the fact I'm going to be one grumpy irrateble woman on a diet through the holidays. I have never had to diet so I don't even know what I'm doing. I've never been overweight until this year and it's gotten pretty out of control. Oh well, I'm gonna go take a walk.

 

[nevergivingup]

Thanks ladies for all th sweet comments>

O my LPJKP: im still going through the horrible body change, im not ye comfortable with my weight gain or my change of skin pigmentation. I wake up every morning in the mirror hoping to see something beautfully different ab me but nope just more weight packed on while i was sleep. But i am soo truly grateful for it, i wouldnt change it if i could, i love wobbling and looking enourmously exhausted O and Youre almost 20 wks...thats an amazing Milestone!!!! And cant wait to hear ab your upcoming appt!!!

Eswemba84: sorry about the painful cramps i hope the advil had work, during cramp time i'll take medicine and just relax and be lazy all day. Glad your doc is paying attention to you and your concerns, and im sure your doc wants the best for you as far as the weight loss, i know we never want to hear it but it really does help with concieving, and dont feel bad, in a year i went from 140 to now 214 bc of depression from m/c's and now pregnant again, so im sure by the end of this i will be even heavier if i dont do something now.

Starry Night: yay for being in TWW, thats an awesome milestone in itself, a fresh start to a new beginning!

Mamatex: Your comment made me tear up and made my heart abit sad. I know its no getting away from what the doc said, but all i can say is keep the faith and dont give up. I was a slow riser at 14DPO i was 109, and looking at others hcg levels it kindve made me a bit depressed. Then 16DPO it went up to 193, not the best increase but it moved and after that, she didnt check again...and im carrying him today GOd thankfully.so FX that those numbers goes up! Dont lose hope hun, dont lose hope, i love your spirit, but you have to believe that you are meant to be a mother, maybe not when you want to but just believe you will bc God did promise it to us women in his word, but you have to believe. And you def have a purpose in this life even down to commenting on this thread you touch my heart and im sure youre touching others who read your comments as well, dont give up on something that was promised to you One set back may be the beginning to a world of happiness and joy.

Pinkcasi: Sorry youre feeling soo down, i wish things would get better, ive been there i know exactly how you feel, a m/c takes you on a ride of different emotions and usually there not the happiest. But its def ok to vent here, we're here to listen and support you any way we can, i sure hope your days gets better, but dont get to down, you may be missing out on something great by not looking up.

mowat: Yayy for positive opks, now i hope you made it home safely and is now catch that eggie ma'am!!

Meggiemay: FX for your test day. Im soo excited for you!!

Runnergrl: still over the moon for you. Have you set your doc appt. yet? And im having the same housing/apartment problem here too, we still have not moved out, still looking and its so very tiring. Lets not talk ab jobs

mackjess: Soo happy or you ma'am!!! Go Mackjess on an awesome appt. Youre moving soo fast..yayy you!!

Garfie: I cant stop telling you how awesome you are!!! I def need you to pop up on my shoulder on my depressing days!! How is it going, is AF still around?

Fiestymomma: Sorry about your loss ma'am, we are def an awesome group here the ladies are awesome and dont worry like all the other ladies said, youre not out yet! FX!

Bamagurl: Hello ma'am, 18weeks, look at you being fast!!

Stork: where are you hiding ma'am, hope youre relaxing this week!

to all the ladies i may have missed!!!

This thread is steady growing with awesome women

 

[nevergivingup]

CONGRATS TO OUR LOVELY LADIES Lisalee, Nevergivingup, Sweetz , Lpjkp, BayBeeEm, HisGrace, Bamagurl, BeautifulD, MackJess, Colormefamous, CarlyWarly, MamaTex and Runnergrl we def have more to Come SO CATCH THOSE EGGIES LADIES


Our June BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Lisalee1:June /Symptns 2Day:getting an appetite back. Less sore boobs, m/s going away. 1st HB: 169@ 8wks/ 2nd HB: 167@ 12wks

Nevergivingup: June / Symptns: always XTRA CM, gassy ,appetite, and pimples EDD: March 5, 2013/ 1st HB: 130 @6wks/ 2nd HB: 162@7wks / 3rd HB: 161@12wks / 4th HB: 154@18wks/ 5th HB 145@22wks/ 6th HB 152 @ 26wks/ *GENDER: IT'S A BOY *


Our July BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Sweetz33/ July1 Tested / gassy,lot of CM, appetite is insane! Peeing constantly. Twinges, kicks, baby aerobics in belly lol. Sore back. Insomnia. emotional roller coaster. And the newest lackoffittableclothes! 1st HB: 145@8 wks, 2nd HB 166@11 weeks 3rd HB: 167@ 4th HB 138 @ 19wks *GENDER: IT'S A BOY *


AUGUST BFP'S LOVELY LADIES:

Lpjkp: Tested Aug 24 / Symptns: Sore boobs / 1st HB: ? *GENDER* IT'S A BOY

BamaGurl: Tested 1st HB: 171 / 2nd HB: 171 /Symptns: m/s. Cold *GENDER: IT's A GIRL *


SEPTEMBER BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

BayBeeEm: Tested 1st HB: 142 / Symptns: Tinge of M/S./ *GENDER* IT'S A BOY

HisGrace: Tested 1st HB: 146 /Symptns: Sore boobs



October BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

BeatifulD: Tested 1st HB: /Symptns:





November BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Mackjess: Tested 1st HB: /Symptns:CM that continued after OV and was very thick, lower back pain, blue veins on chest/bbs, sensitive nips, PMS symptoms that were 10 days early. Got a cold @ 3DPO

Colormefamous: 1st HB: /Symtpns: nausea, dizziness

CarlyWarly: 1st HB: / Symtpns: nausea, metal taste at 6dpo, cramping, tender breasts and backache x



December BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

MamaTex: 1st HB: / Symptns:

Runnergrl: 1st HB: / Symptns:







Soon December BFP's Lovely Ladies:


Mowat: IN TWW /

Hopestruck: CD/ Soon Nov. BFP

Shefali83: Home Inseminations / Back to TTC

Sirbaby:In TWW

Leather: CD7 waiting to "O" /TurkeyBaby Coming soon

Tybabydreams: Waiting to "O"

Mandi0225: AF showed / Turkey baby coming soon

MeggieMay93: IN TWW; testing Saturday!

Tronmom: DPO/ In TWW

Elina: 6DPO/ In TWW

Kanicky: 6DPO/ In TWW

Angel Wings 13: CD12/ Testing November 30th :cpffee:

Eswenba84: AF Getting bk to normal





January Soon BFP Lovely Ladies:

Garfie: AF showed Getting bk to normal

Starrynight: AF getting bk to normal

Stork: CD3 AF showed New Years baby coming soon




Waiting To Try BFP's Ladies:


Angelserenity: waiting to try

MummyClo: Waiting to try January/February

 

[runnergrl]

where is Leather? Storked??

 

[nevergivingup]

Def missing Leather, Stork likes to worry me, and def missing alot of the other ladies, hope their doing ok. Check in ladies if youre lurking...

 

[mowat]

Hey Nevergivingup put me down for TWW! I'm a little ahead of myself---I haven't made it home quite yet! Tee hee.

 

[nevergivingup]

CONGRATS TO OUR LOVELY LADIES Lisalee, Nevergivingup, Sweetz , Lpjkp, BayBeeEm, HisGrace, Bamagurl, BeautifulD, MackJess, Colormefamous, CarlyWarly, MamaTex and Runnergrl we def have more to Come SO CATCH THOSE EGGIES LADIES


Our June BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Lisalee1:June /Symptns 2Day:getting an appetite back. Less sore boobs, m/s going away. 1st HB: 169@ 8wks/ 2nd HB: 167@ 12wks

Nevergivingup: June / Symptns: always XTRA CM, gassy ,appetite, and pimples EDD: March 5, 2013/ 1st HB: 130 @6wks/ 2nd HB: 162@7wks / 3rd HB: 161@12wks / 4th HB: 154@18wks/ 5th HB 145@22wks/ 6th HB 152 @ 26wks/ *GENDER: IT'S A BOY *


Our July BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Sweetz33/ July1 Tested / gassy,lot of CM, appetite is insane! Peeing constantly. Twinges, kicks, baby aerobics in belly lol. Sore back. Insomnia. emotional roller coaster. And the newest lackoffittableclothes! 1st HB: 145@8 wks, 2nd HB 166@11 weeks 3rd HB: 167@ 4th HB 138 @ 19wks *GENDER: IT'S A BOY *


AUGUST BFP'S LOVELY LADIES:

Lpjkp: Tested Aug 24 / Symptns: Sore boobs / 1st HB: ? *GENDER* IT'S A BOY

BamaGurl: Tested 1st HB: 171 / 2nd HB: 171 /Symptns: m/s. Cold *GENDER: IT's A GIRL *


SEPTEMBER BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

BayBeeEm: Tested 1st HB: 142 / Symptns: Tinge of M/S./ *GENDER* IT'S A BOY

HisGrace: Tested 1st HB: 146 /Symptns: Sore boobs



October BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

BeatifulD: Tested 1st HB: /Symptns:





November BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

Mackjess: Tested 1st HB: /Symptns:CM that continued after OV and was very thick, lower back pain, blue veins on chest/bbs, sensitive nips, PMS symptoms that were 10 days early. Got a cold @ 3DPO

Colormefamous: 1st HB: /Symtpns: nausea, dizziness

CarlyWarly: 1st HB: / Symtpns: nausea, metal taste at 6dpo, cramping, tender breasts and backache x



December BFP's LOVELY LADIES:

MamaTex: 1st HB: / Symptns:

Runnergrl: 1st HB: / Symptns:







Soon December BFP's Lovely Ladies:


Mowat: IN TWW /

Hopestruck: CD/ Soon Nov. BFP

Shefali83: Home Inseminations / Back to TTC

Sirbaby:In TWW

Leather: CD7 waiting to "O" /TurkeyBaby Coming soon

Tybabydreams: Waiting to "O"

Mandi0225: AF showed / Turkey baby coming soon

MeggieMay93: IN TWW; testing Saturday!

Tronmom: DPO/ In TWW

Angel Wings 13: CD12/ Testing November 30th :cpffee:

Eswenba84: AF Getting bk to normal





January Soon BFP Lovely Ladies:

Garfie: AF showed Getting bk to normal

Starrynight: AF getting bk to normal

Stork: CD3 AF showed New Years baby coming soon

Pinkcasi: AF showed New Years Baby coming soon




Waiting To Try BFP's Ladies:


Angelserenity: waiting to try

MummyClo: Waiting to try January/February

 

[nevergivingup]

Got it Mowat, keep me straight ladies😉

 

[Sweetz33]

hey ladies....sorry i wasn't around today...

My blood sugar is really messed up again...I woke up at a higher then normal level - 126 (I am normally around 90) and even now, 4 hours after last food, my blood sugar keeps rising and now is at 145. I also have a weird burning sensation in throat (assuming acid reflux) and just all around feel like crap. Have appointment with nutritionist tomorrow, however if I have another rough night like I did last night...I am going to demand to see my doc. They want me to just keeps recording sugars and wait for appointment on the 19th...but I am just not feeling right.

 

[nevergivingup]

O No Sweetz, that totally sucks. Your sugar is high compared to what you usually run. I wonder what happened. Have it gone down yet? The 19th isn't that far away but I sure hope you find an answer before then or very soon. Sorry Sweetz 😞.

 

[nevergivingup]

Gm Ladies! Hope everyone is doing well. Nothing to report just jumping on to wish everyone a great day. It's raining here so I guess I'm in for the day.

 

[runnergrl]

Morning girls! Second beta today. Pray for a good number!

 

[garfie]

Fingers crossed Runner



X

 

[Sweetz33]

Fxd runner!

Never....I'm at the doctor's office. Sugar was high this morning at 122 even after fasting for 12 hours. All I have had is water. Showed doctor my chart and they are concerned. It won't let me upload on my phone I will when I get home later.

 

[meggiemay93]

Mowat Yay for ovulating! Now get home and catch that eggie!

Pinkcasi It's ok to rant! I've been TTCAL for 11 months now and it does start to get a little easier. There were days when I just wanted to give up. One day I told DH I wished he had married someone who could take better care of him and give him a baby. Just make sure you are open with your DH even if he doesn't seem to be hurting he is a little and talking with him about it will help a lot! I'm praying for you to get a BFP soon!

MamaTex Please don't give up all hope! If you can't be positive I will be for you! And I'm praying for your little one to stick! You definitely deserve this! You seem like a very caring person even when you're hurting!!

Sweetz I hope someone can help you! I'll be praying for your bloodsugar to go down and for everything to progress smoothly from now on!

Runner I'm praying that you numbers will be good at your test!!!

Hi to everyone I missed!